who scoured his mouth for possible repairs, and after calling on his physician, who prescribed his tablets against malaria. A tangle of pretenses, thatâs what he is!â
He paused for a moment, but he wasnât done with Jeebleh. He turned to the driver and said, âAsk him who his friends are, since he has no blood relations in the land. Ask him.â
Jeebleh was silent, but the driver answered the Major: âI suggest you lay off!â
Midway through the last rant, Jeebleh had decided not to rise to the Majorâs provocation, because he felt apprehensive. It worried him that he thought of the Major as someone behaving like a damaged person who placed his own inherent failures at the center of his self-censure, and who laid all blame at someone elseâs door. But he knew this notion wasnât right, and he didnât like the fact he was thinking it. Instead, Jeebleh eavesdropped on the conversation coming from behind him and was shocked to hear so much hate pouring forth from the militiamen, directed at StrongmanSouth and his tattered army that had laid their region to waste. Jeebleh looked for a long time at the wounded youth, with as much pained empathy as he could muster.
The driver jumped into the opportunity the silence had afforded him to change the subject, telling Jeebleh, âOur young warrior in the back stepped on an antipersonnel mine buried by StrongmanSouthâs militiamen in a corridor of the territory we control. In the opinion of the surgeon in Nairobi, he was lucky to get away with injuries only to his legâhe couldâve been blown sky high.â
It grieved Jeebleh to note that many of the militiamen laying down their lives in the service of the madness raging all around were mere children. It pained him too that those in the vehicle with him were so full of adult-inspired venom, their every third word alluding to vengeance, to death, and to shedding more enemy blood. They had lost their way between the stations of childhood and manhood. To judge from their conversation, many of them preferred dying in the full glory and companionship of their kin to being alive, lonely and miserable. Jeebleh remembered what Oscar Wilde said: that simply because someone is willing to die for a cause doesnât make the cause just.
The Major said, âWhat do you, in America, think of us?â
It dawned on Jeebleh that there was something doglike about the Major: his tongue in a mouth forever ajar, throbbing with deadly menace. But after studying it for a few moments, he decided that the tongue hung out not like a dogâs, but like laundry left on the line to dry.
âItâs very hard to judge from there. Iâve come here to learn and to listen,â Jeebleh said.
âThen thereâs hope for us yet!â
âIn some ways, I admit things were a lot clearer when I was last here, in the days of the dictatorship. But despite everything, and despite the prevailing obfuscation, Iâve come to assess the extent of my culpability as a Somali.â
And he imagined seeing corpses buried in haste by his kinsmen, the palms of the victims waving as though in supplication. Similar images had come to him, several times, in the comfort of his home, in New York, and on one occasion, in Central Park, he had been so disturbed that he had mistaken the stump of a tree for a man buried alive, half his body in, the other half out. This was soon after he had watched on television the corpse of an American Ranger being dragged through the dusty streets of Mogadiscio. Those images had given him cold fevers for months. Now he felt the strange sensation of a many-pronged invasion, as if his nightmares were calling on him afresh. His throat smarted, as with an attack of flu coming on.
Abruptly the Major again gave the order for the car to stop. As before, the young gunmen dismounted from the vehicleâs roof and took up positions facing the shanties at the roadside and
Skeleton Key, Ali Winters