is good, sentimental stuff, Kyle. You should be more appreciative.â
Mostly I wanted him in the damn shoes. They screamed Kyle. That color of green wasnât easy to find, and Iâd had to beg the moms, telling them I was righting a wrong from my horrible night of mistakes and misfortunes, before they let me out of the house. Sadly, it hadnât been alone.
âUm . . .â His head still bent forward so far I couldnât see his eyes.
âI shopped with two moms for you. My very pissed two moms.â Ungrateful. Seriously. His shoes could have been washed. They didnât need to be replaced . Why couldnât he see I was being nice?
âOh.â
âI get your whole blending thing, but maybe now you could sort of cheat and put âWearing bright shoesâ on your fear list, and then you can get the high from crossing it off a minute later. Not every fear needs to be a huge one, you know?â I even waggled my brows for him, trying to get a reaction. And I knew I was probably sitting too close for whatever football-stadium-size comfort zone he had, but still. There was something fascinating about Kyleâs disturbing silence, and I wantedhim to talk. Give me clues as to what made him Kyle. âââCause I know you wanna do it with me . . .â
âWhat?â He blushed. A bright-pink-cheeks-on-pale-skin kind of blush that made me realize Iâd just innuendoed him.
I grinned. âThe list , Kyle. Do the list .â
Iâd never convinced Tess or Mira, but at least they knew about my list. Kyle had to be desperate enough for friends that heâd join me. Or maybe he was a more hard-core loner than Iâd given him credit for, which was fascinating in its own way.
âKyle! I bought you new frickinâ shoes. You drove me home, for shitâs sake! I told you about my list! Like it or not, weâre friends. Put on the damn shoes, and Iâll see you later.â I shoved them onto his lap and took off.
I sucked at finding non-annoying friends.
â â â
âHailey! What the hell? I called you all weekend.â Tess walked toward me, boots clomping, mouth in a scowl, and I knew I was screwed. Her short black hair stuck out on all sides today. Probably on purpose, but it was hard to tell with her. She had no problems rolling out of bed, putting on black, adding to the one- or three-day-old eyeliner, and coming to school.
In the whole Kyle/puke/shoe/car mess, I forgot to call. Or text. And the moms actually laughed when I asked if I could keep my phone.
âI got busted, and if you hadnât taken off under the arm ofthat random guy, you would have known where I was.â Arguing back was better than telling her I screwed up and should have called.
âI did know where you were. You were grinding with the bouncer guy, who was way hot. . . .â A small smile escaped before she found her pissed face again. Tess didnât just dress emo. She was emo. âAnd then you bailed !â
âYou know I canât see well when itâs dark like that. I had to be home at eleven, and when I found the bathroom, it was already after curfew. I didnât have time to find you. If you didnât need to wear black all the time, I might have been able to pick you out of the crowd.â I knew that harassing her about her clothes was probably not the thing to do, but once I was on a roll, I kept on running. One of the perks/hazards of being me.
âYou didnât have time to not find me. How the hell did you get home?â Tessâs irritated voice always cracked me up, because she might dress like a bitch, but there was nothing she could do about her kitten voice. Mad Tess usually made me laugh, and that didnât always end well.
âI puked on Kyleâs shoes, and he took me home.â That was the easy version, anyway.
âShit. I bet your moms were pissed.â Tess sat