would get into. My mom was already doing yoga; I bet some sort of relaxation class was the next step.
âMy mom also said that learning by example is the best way to get the hang of it.â Tiff continued typing. âShe said you can come over later if you want to learn the basics.â
âUm, thatâs alright , â I typed, hoping I didnât sound too rude. I lik ed Tiffâs mom, but I donât think Iâd want to practice meditating with anyone. Iâd look like such an idiot. âIâll just read these over and try it tonight.â
â Well, thatâs good , but it might help if you look up some videos of people meditating ,â Tiff added. âI gotta go right now, but keep me updated if you dream of the ship again!â She signed off .
I got out of my chair and stretched. Iâd look at the meditation stuff later. For now, I had some jam donuts with my name on them. The ship could wait. In fact, I was already secretly hoping I wasnât going to enter that thing again at all.
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Day 4
Night
Donât you hate that the best days always go by the quickest? A Monday at school feels like it lasts for a month. On the flip side, the Christmas holidays go by in seconds. Now that I was dreading going to sleep it seemed time had decided to go by five times as fast. Before I knew it, I was coming out of the shower and turning in early to prepare myself for another week as a C.I.T. I also had to prepare myself for the chance of boarding the ship. I might come face-to-face with that creepy woman again.
I tried meditating for about three seconds. The main focus of Tiffâs instructions was to monitor my breathing and inhale/exhale for longer periods of time. I donât know if youâve tried meditating, but monitoring your breathing is a lot harder if youâre paying attention to it. I bet youâre timing your breaths right now. Five seconds ago, your body had it under control and you were breathing freely. Now, youâre holding your breath unnecessarily and rapidly exhaling after. Itâs annoying isnât it? I really couldnât see how this was going to help me be in control of my dreams again. I figured I should ask Tiff if she had any tips about how to do it. She was always online at night. As soon as I logged in, someone IM ' d me. To my surprise it wasnât Tiff.
It was Mitch.
âYouâre finally on!â Mitch typed to me. âIâve kept my laptop on all day so I could catch you. Tiff told me you didnât dream last night, either.â
âNo . â I didnât know what else to say. I wasnât directly talking to Mitch, but it still made me feel bad about messing up on the bus. I wondered if Mitch was thinking about that, too .
âWeird, I bet that woman has something to do with that . â Mitch was typing again. âDid Tiff tell you about meditating to get back into the ship?â
âYeah, I was trying it earlier.â I wanted him to make sure I was still trying to help out, though not very well. âHow are you doing with it?â
âI tried it too, but my housemates were making fun of me,â Mitch admitted. âI kinda feel stupid doing it, you know?â
âYeah, itâs weird.â I was glad I wasnât the only one having problems. âTiff said to look up videos of people meditating. She said it might help us get an idea of what weâre supposed to do.â
âHopefully,â Mitch replied. âBut, I kind of donât want to go back⦠I mean I feel bad for all those people on the ship, but it was nice to just sleep for once. Iâve been tired after the dreams, like I wasnât really sleeping.â
âYeah, me too.â I was surprised Mitch admitted all of this to me. Maybe he felt bad for bossing me around last time .
âBut if we do end up on the ship, we should have a plan.â Mitch typed a little more quickly.