name. He also seemed to have a pretty good grasp of my work since he mentioned a couple of book titles when he first came on the line.â
âYou think he reads your books?â
âMaybe. I suppose he could also be married to a fan.â
Julianne made a sound of agreement. âSo, tell me about this Galahad of yours who came riding up to protect you. Where does he fit into the picture?â
âHe doesnât,â April answered shortly. âHeâs just an interfering busybody.â
âI seem to have heard his name before. Isnât he the same guyââ
âYes, he is,â April said in hasty acknowledgment as she remembered one night some years back, before sheâd learned not to stay too late in the lounge at writersâ conferences. Sheâd had too many champagne cocktails and wound up telling Julianne everything there was to know about her teenage affair with Luke Benedict.
âSounds as if heâs still interested.â
âHe feels responsible, a different thing altogether.â
âAnd not a bad trait under the circumstances. Couldnât you let him hang around a while?â
âI donât think so.â
âWhy not? I mean, if he means nothing to you, whatâs wrong with using his macho muscles for protective cover?â
âYou donât know Luke. Give him an inch and heâll take a mileâor more likely, have his boots parked under a womanâs bed in record time.â
âMy kind of guy,â Julianne declared as a grin tilted her mouth. âIf youâre sure you donât want him, could you send him my way?â
âYou donât send Luke anywhere. Heâs a law untohimself, goes exactly where he pleases.â As she realized the truth of that statement, April felt a small disquiet shift through her. She banished it firmly as she took another sip of her julep.
âAnd thereâs no one else youâre in love with just now?â
âLove,â April said on a laconic laugh. âIâm not certain I know what that is any more.â
Julianne reached out to lay her fingers on her arm. âOh, chère. â
âTruth to tell, Iâm not sure I ever did know. Do you ever feel that way?â
âNot really. I was married for thirty years to a wonderful man, so I guess youâd say I write from memory. How are you managing it?â
âWho knows? Maybe out of my fantasies of what love should be. I try not to analyze the process too much for fear it will go away. Anyhow, my current book isnât going that well. My deadline is just two months off, and I donât think Iâm going to make it.â
âThereâs a lot of deadline angst going around. Some of us are just plain tired after years of deadlines. Some have other problems. What is it with you, I mean really? The divorce? Trouble with your ex? Or just this business with the caller?â
âAll of the above,â April answered with a wry smile. âIâve been thinking about the past a lot as well, since moving back to Turn-Coupe.â
âThe past meaning Luke?â
âHeâs a large part of it,â she admitted with a sigh. âThat girl should never have been in his car that night. We were all but engaged, Luke and I.Weâd been to the movies and heâd taken me home. Why did he pick up another girl? He never said, not then or later. Of course, I donât suppose he had to have a reason. Itâs just a man thing, like my dad and his women.â
âNot all men are womanizing heels like your father, chère. â
âNo, some of them are controlling heels who like to manipulateâNever mind.â She shook back her hair as she looked away.
âLike your ex? Youâve been unlucky with the men in your life, havenât you? But that doesnât mean there arenât good ones out there. You just have to sift through them.â
âI think