coughed, roared, and belched thunder in its effort to attain sonic supremacy, so all conversation had to be carried out at a screaming level. I kept quiet and Raphael napped. When a tired shapeshifter wants his rest, you could fire cannons next to him. He wonât care.
A few minutes later we pulled up before my apartment. Raphael followed me up the stairs, dimly lit by the pale blue glow of feylanterns, and sauntered into my living room. I opened the side door leading to one of the two bedrooms, which I used for storage, and heard Raphael suck in the air through his nostrils.
I glanced up and saw the thing . He had left it in the living room, but I kept bumping into it and eventually moved it here, to a corner by the barred window. A six-foot-tall metal chandelier-like contraption made of thin brass wire, the thing stretched from the ceiling to the floor, rotating slowly. Branches of wire stuck out from it and on the branches little glass ornaments shimmered, suspended on golden chains. The ornaments contained thongs.
âYou kept it,â he said softly.
I shrugged. I actually hadnât taken into account the effect it might have on him. A miscalculation on my part. âIt beats digging for my underwear in the drawer.â
His eyes widened. âAre you wearing one now?â
âMind out of my pants!â I ordered. âOne more infraction, and Iâm staying home.â
He said nothing. I grabbed a blue duffel bag and went about the bedroom collecting equipment. My travel kit: spare toothbrush, toothpaste, hairbrush, deodorant. Crossbow bolts in neat bundles, their broadheads safely wrapped in soft wool in a box. Sharpshooter IV, a nice light crossbow. I pulled open the dresser and plucked a few boxes of ammo from it. Silver point.
âYouâre the only woman I know who keeps bullets in her dresser,â he said.
âI use this room for storage.â
âThere are bullets in the other dresser, too,â he said.
I suppose it was inevitable. He was a man, a bouda, and he had access to my apartment. It would be impossible for him not to have examined the contents of my dresser. At least he didnât write on it in a big red marker, RAPHAEL WAS HERE.
âI like to be prepared. I donât want to wake up in the middle of the night, empty my clip into some crazed shapeshifter sneaking about my apartment, and then have to run around looking for more ammo when he doesnât stay down.â
Raphael winced.
If he knew I had lied about the thing, he wouldnât be wincing. Heâd be grinning ear to ear. I wasnât sure myself why I had kept it, except that it mustâve taken him hours to assemble it all, and it wouldâve required nearly godlike ninja skills to slip away from the strict security of the Midnight Games to set it up. He went through all that trouble for me. I couldnât throw it away.
Having filled my duffel with weapons of destruction, I headed to my bedroom and shut the door in his face when he tried to follow. He didnât need to see me pack my spare underwear.
I packed a change of clothes and paused. I was incredibly filthy. Incredibly disgustingly filthy. I had to take a shower either here, where I had my shampoo and my soap, or in Raphaelâs apartment. I grabbed a change of clothes and a firearm and stepped out of the room. âIâm going to shower. Stay out of my bathroom.â
âOkay.â
I got into the bathroom, slid the tiny deadbolt closed, and heard him lean on the wall next to it. âIâve seen you naked, you know,â he said. âTwice.â
âNear-death experiences donât count,â I said, stripping off my clothes and trying not to think of Raphael holding me firmly and whispering soft encouragements in my ear, while Doolittle had cut silver out of my body. Some memories were too dangerous to carry around.
When I emerged, clean, dressed, and smelling mostly of coconut with only mere