the keynote speaker at the event. His mother had been an exotic dancer performing at the nightclub of the conference hotel.
Nine months later, Julian had appeared. His mother had willingly surrendered him to his dad. The two of them had been pretty happy together until his dad died. Julianâs high school years had been spent with his mom, who seemed to have no idea what to do with him.
He didnât have a cell phone. He was, like, one of the last humanoids on the planet who didnât have one. That was how broke he and his mom were. She was out of work again, and he had an after-school job at a car dealership, rotating tires and changing oil. Sometimes guys gave him tips, never the rich guys with the hot cars, but the workers with their Chevys and pickups. His mom had a mobile phone, which she claimed she needed in case she got called for an acting job, but the last thing they could handle was one more bill. Theirphone service at the house was so basic, they didnât even have voice mail.
At the library, he could surf the web and access his free email. He quickly found the ROTC site and used the special log-in provided in his welcome packet, feeling as though heâd gained membership to a secret club. Then he quickly checked his email. That was how he kept in touch with Daisy. They werenât the best at corresponding, and there was nothing from her today. He had school and work; sheâd recently moved from New York City to the small town of Avalon to live with her dad. She said her family situation was weird, what with her parents splitting up. He felt bad for her, but couldnât offer much advice. His folks had never been together, and in a way, maybe that was better, since there was no breakup to adjust to.
Email only went so far, though. He wanted to call her with his news. And to thank her for reminding him college wasnât out of his reach. Her suggestion, made last summer, had taken root in Julian. There was a way to have the kind of life heâd only dreamed about. In a casual, almost tossed-off remark, she had handed him a golden key.
The apartment he shared with his mother was in a depressing faux-adobe structure surrounded by weedy landscaping and a parking lot of broken asphalt. He let himself in; his mom wasnât around. When she was out of work, she tended to spend most of her time on the bus to the city, going to networking meetings.
Julian paced back and forth in front of the phone. He finally got up the nerve to call Daisy. He wanted to hear her voice and tell her in person about the letter. The call was going to add to a cost he already couldnât afford, but he didnât care.
She picked up right away; she always did when hecalled her on her cell phone because nobody else called her from this area code. âHey,â she said.
âHey, yourself. Is this a good time?â he asked, thinking about the three-hour time difference. In the background of the call, he could hear music.
âItâs fine.â She hesitated, and he recognized the songââSeason of Lovingâ by the Zombies. He hated that song.
âEverything all right?â It was weird, he hadnât seen her since last summer, but her Itâs fine struck him as all wrong. âWhatâs up?â he asked.
She killed the music. âOlivia asked me to be in her wedding.â
âThatâs cool, right?â Julian was going to be in the wed ding, too, because his brother was the groom. Heâd never attended a wedding before, but he couldnât wait because it was going to take place in August at Camp Kioga. Suddenly it occurred to him to check his ROTC schedule to make sure he was free that day.
âItâs not so cool,â Daisy said, her voice kind of thin-sounding. âListen, Julian, Iâve been trying to figure out how to tell you something. God, itâs hard.â
His mind raced. Was she sick? Sick of him? Did she want him to quit calling,