doorway, her head tilted slightly as if she were curious about something. He swung Sarah Ann to the floor, keeping her small hand in his.
âMrs. Hamilton,â he acknowledged. The various titles confused him, and even if they didnât, he was uncomfortable with them. âIâm not quite sure of the proper address.â
âBarbara and I are both formally Lady Calholm,â she said. âBut the servantsâand many of our acquaintancesâcall us Lady Lisbeth and Lady Barbara. Otherwise it would get terribly muddled.â
âLady Lisbeth, then?â
âIn the family, we dispense with all that. Lisbeth will do.â
âLisbeth, then,â he said, searching her face. Despite the words that were almost friendly, her eyes reflected something else.
âI understand you are displeased with your accommodations,â she said abruptly.
âNot having seen mine, I have no reason to complain about them. But I do understand the nursery is on the third floor and that my room is on the second. I would prefer to be closer to Sarah Ann.â He watched her carefully as he spoke. âSheâs just turned four and is too young to be this far away from anyone.â
âI thought we might try to find a nursemaid,â Lisbeth Hamilton said. âItâs customaryââ
âI donât give a damn about âcustomary.ââ
The tiniest glimpse of a smile played across her lips and her eyes widened with surpriseâwhether because of his vehemence or the apparent impropriety of his demand, he didnât know.
âWould a room next to yours be close enough?â she asked.
He hesitated. Sarah Ann had been in his cabin on the ship and in the inns along the way. He had become very adept at stringing curtains between them while he dressed.
âI want to stay with Papa,â Sarah Ann whispered almost desperately.
âAnd so you shall,â Lisbeth Hamilton said, then added, âTo bloody hell with convention.â Ben was reminded of the masculine clothing sheâd worn earlier and how sheâd soared over a five-foot stone wall astride a stallion few men could handle.
âThereâs another room in the west wing,â she continued. âItâs not so fine as the one I intended for you, but it connects to a smaller room.â
âI donât need fine,â Ben replied. âIâve often slept on the ground.â
One of her eyebrows lifted in question, but he offered no explanation.
âIâll have Duncan show you the room. Heâs hovering somewhere in the hallway.â With a soft smile, she added, âHeâs rather set in his ways.â
Ben thought her manner toward the servant more suited to an indulgent daughter than to the mistress of a grand estate.
âIâm afraid the room needs airing and dusting,â she said. âPerhaps Sarah Ann could eat her supper in the kitchen while we have dinner.â She turned to go.
âAh â¦â
Lisbeth stopped.
âSarah Ann and I eat together.â
She turned around again, and this time a real smile curved her lips. It lit her face.
âIâll inform Barbara,â she said. âShe and Hugh will be delighted to have you both at the table.â
From the mischief in her voice, he gathered Barbara and Hugh would be no such thing. He felt a powerful urge to smile back at her, but he wasnât ready to take sides in what appeared to be a royal family row.
âIâm glad weâll be welcome,â he said dryly, and her grin spread. He had the strangest notion that she realized exactly what he was thinking.
âTonight, then.â She turned to say a few words to Duncan, who was waiting outside, then left.
Duncan was at least seventy and probably more like eighty, Ben figured. No wonder the butler didnât like changes. The man should have retired years agoâan observation that did little for his opinion of Lisbeth