walk away now without leaving some of her self-respect behind. All he could do was make it as easy as possible. âKnowing the land isnât a drive-by kind of thing, Cheyenne. You gotta be there, if itâs going to speak to you.â
âMaybe you could just give the plans a glance and I could come back another dayââ
He put up a hand. âWhoa,â he said. âI could let you off the hook here, but you wouldnât like me for it in the long run, and youâd think even less of yourself.â
She paused, looked ruefully down at her clothes. Huffed out a sigh. âJust look at the blueprints, Jesse. Iâm not preparedââ
Jesse dug in his heels. He sensed that this was a pivotal moment for both of them, far more important than it seemed on the surface. There was something archetypal going on here, though damned if he could have said what it was, for all those psychology classes heâd taken in college. âAs if youâd come back out here, tomorrow or the next day, decked out to ride, and ask for the tour,â he said. He narrowed his eyes. âIf you think Iâm going to unroll those plans of yours on the kitchen table, see the error of my ways, and ask you where to sign, youâre in need of a reality check.â
She chewed on that one for a while, and Jesse knew if she hadnât wanted that land half as badly as she did, sheâd have told him what to do with both horses and possibly the barn, turned on one polished heel, stomped back to her car and left him standing there in the proverbial cloud of dust.
âAll right,â she said. The words might as well have been hitched to a winch and hauled out of her.
âAll right, what?â
Cheyenne sighed. â All right, Iâll borrow your motherâs clothes and ride that wretched horse,â she told him. âBut if I get my neck broken, it will be on your conscience.â
Jesse indulged in a slow grin. Heâd liked Cheyenne all along, but now he respected her, too, and that gave a new dimension to the whole exchange. Sheâd been brave enough to admit she was scared, and now she was stepping past that to stay in the game. âNothing like thatâs going to happen,â he assured her. âI know youâre a greenhorn, and I wouldnât put you on a knot-head horse.â
With that, he led the way inside. While she waited in the kitchen, he scouted up some of his motherâs old jeans, a pair of well-worn boots and a flannel shirt. When he returned, she was looking out the window over the sink, apparently studying the schoolhouse.
âIs it really a one-room school?â she asked when he stepped up beside her and placed the pile of gear in her arms.
He nodded. âThe blackboardâs still there, and a few of the desks,â he said. âItâs pretty much the way it was when old Jeb built it for his bride back in the 1880s.â
She looked up at him, her eyes wide and solemnly wistful. âCould I see it?â
âSure,â he answered, frowning. âWhy the sad look, Cheyenne?â
She tried to smile, but the operation wasnât a success. Shrugged both shoulders and tightened her hold on the change of clothes. âDid I look sad? Iâm not, really. I was just wondering what it would be like to have a history like you McKettricks do.â
âEverybody has a history,â he said, knowing sheâd lied when sheâd said she wasnât sad.
âDo they?â she asked softly. âI never knew my dadâs parents. My maternal grandmother died when I was thirteen. Nobody tells stories. Nobody wrote anything down, or took a lot of pictures. We have a few, but I couldnât identify more than two or three of the people in them. Itâs as if we all just popped up out of nowhere.â
In that moment, Jesse wanted to kiss Cheyenne Bridges in a way heâd never wanted to kiss another woman. He settled for