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THE FACTS WERE THESE: A TWENTY-SIX-YEAR-OLD woman named Lisa Bayless was dead. The cause of her death had been officially listed as âanaphylaxis caused by severe allergic reaction.â
The specific cause was shrimp.
Shrimp.
Lisa Bayless had died of shrimp. Case closed, as far as the coroner, the police, and even Lisaâs family were concerned.
She left behind a grieving husband, a three-year-old son named Abel, and a number of very sad studentsat Hayfield Secondary School in Alexandria, Virginia. Lisa Bayless was a good history teacher; everyone said so, and they said it even before her tragic death, although they said it more frequently now that she was gone and no longer able to assign homework.
âI donât understand,â I told Messenger. I was grumpy because he had come to my abodeâI canât call it home, and I can barely refer to it as mineâwhen I was just falling asleep. My eyes were literally closing, weighed down by a long day of work with Messenger.
He appeared outside my bedroom and knocked softly but insistently on my door. Softly enough that it wouldnât make me jump, but with sufficient confidence and persistence that I knew I could not ignore him.
Not that I could conceivably ignore Messenger. I donât think anyone who has met him has ever ignored him.
First, Messenger is idiosyncratically dressed in a long black coat over a steel-gray shirt and black pants, and he wears tall boots. Thus far he might seem merely eccentric, or perhaps stylish. But then you notice that his buttons are small silver skulls. And then, now that you are looking with some focus, you see the rings.
The ring on his right hand is in the shape of a stately female figure who holds a sword. This is Isthil, goddess of justice and wickedness. This detail, along with his odd mode of dress, definitely draws your attention.
But itâs the other ring, the one on his left hand, that causes your attention to go from wary curiosity to real nervousness. For this is the ring of the shrieking face. It renders in silver the face of a young person screaming, face distorted, eyes bulging in abject terror.
And then there is the fact that Messenger is as beautiful as any male person I have ever seen or imagined. His hair is long and black, and his skinâthe visible partsâis pale. His eyes are blue and perhaps judgmentalâyes, judgmentalâbut not pitiless, though Messengerâs duties often require him to inflict punishments the likes of which no civilized government would ever allow.
Here is what I know about Messenger: He is, or at least was, human. He has a name, something other than Messenger, but I know not what it is. He is perhaps the least talkative person I have ever met.
His full title is Messenger of Fear. I am Mara, and I am apprentice to this Messenger of Fear.
âIsnât it late? Or early?â I was confused. There are no timepieces in this abode; even the display on the microwave just blinks an eternal 00:00.
âWe are summoned to our duty,â Messenger said.
This is the kind of sharing, giving, easygoing relationship we have. He says words like duty without a hint of ironic distance. And I suppose the truth is that I have come to have a similar attitude. I have certain duties. These are punishment duties, ones I took on voluntarilyâa punishment I deserved.
So I wasnât going to argue. I was, however, going to look grumpy. I reserve the right not to enjoy everything duty requires of me.
Messenger filled me in on the basic factsâthe public facts, at least.
âSo she had a severe shrimp allergy and she ate a shrimp. Thatâs a mistake, not a deliberate evil act.â
âNot if someone gave her the shrimp knowing it would make her sick and quite possibly kill her,â Messenger said.
âAh.â I thought for a moment, but had not yet had my morning (evening? midday?) coffee, so my capacity for reason was not at its