didnât like the room, and it hurt my feelings. Then you didnât seem to care about meeting Fox and hearing more details about my attack. I thought, if she cared, sheâd want to know more.â
âSo weâre not going to fight?â
âYouâre right, Anita, Iâve never asked how you got any of your scars. Iâve never asked you, just like youâve never asked me. I canât get angry with you for something Iâve done myself.â
The tightness in my chest eased a little. âYouâd be amazed by the number of people who would still fight about it.â
He smiled, still not happy, but a little better. âBut I would really like it if youâd try to enjoy the room and not act like Iâve lured you here for nefarious purposes.â
I took a deep breath and let it out, then nodded. âItâs a beautiful room, Micah.â
He smiled, and this time it reached his kitty-cat eyes. âJust like that, youâll try.â
I nodded. âIf it means that much to you, yes.â
He took a deep breath, as if his own chest had been a little tight. âIâll put the toiletries up, then look at the room service menu.â
âNathaniel was pretty put out that he didnât get to make us a real breakfast,â I said, still clinging to the door.
âI remember when a bagel was breakfast,â Micah said.
âHell,â I said, âI remember when coffee was breakfast.â
âI donât,â he said. âIâve been a lycanthrope too long. We have to eat regularly to help control our beasts.â
âOne hunger feeds the other,â I said.
âIâll order food. You look at the file.â
âI looked at it on the plane.â
âDo you remember anything you read?â
I thought about it, then shook my head. âNo. Iâd hoped it would help take my mind off of the whole being hundreds of feet above the ground situation, but I guess it didnât really help.â
âI noticed just how unhelpful it was.â He raised his hand up. There were still dim marks of my nails. Considering how fast he healed, that meant Iâd actually hurt him.
âJesus, Micah, Iâm sorry.â
He shook his head. âIâm not complaining. Like I said on the plane, it was interesting to see you so . . . so shaken.â
âYou being there helped,â I said in a small voice.
âGlad to hear that I spilled blood for a good cause.â
âDid I really bleed you?â
He nodded. âItâs healed, but yeah, you did. You still arenât quite used to being more than human strong.â
âIâll read the file because I need to before tonight, but if you want to tell me about how you became a wereleopard, you can. Honestly, once you told me itwas an attack, I treated you like any survivor. You donât question survivors about the trauma; you let them come to you.â
He walked toward the doors, and for a moment I thought heâd walk by without touching me. Which would have been bad. He gave me a quick kiss and a smile, then moved past me to put the toiletries kit in the bathroom.
I stood there for a moment, leaning against the door. We were doing the exact thing Iâd feared weâd do alone together. We were raking emotional shit. I sighed and moved into the living room. The briefcase was waiting beside the couch. I got the file out and took it to the four-seater table by the big picture window. The main road was just outside, but it wound around a sidewalk that wound around a large fountain. It somehow made it seem less of a road and more of a view.
I could hear Micah puttering in the bathroom. He had to be putting out the toothbrushes, deodorant, etc. . . . I would have stopped unpacking once the good clothes were hung up. Both Micah and Nathanielwere neater and more domestically organized than I was. So was Jean-Claude I guess. I