words. Iâd known he didnât have any real juice the moment I saw him in the club. Iâd thought about what that meant for me, but I really hadnât thought about what it would mean for him.
âDamn, Iâm sorry. I thought maybe, you know, considering who your father isââ
âItâs cool. It just doesnât work that way. Dad says the gift or whatever isnât genetic. He has over thirty living children. None of them have it. He keeps trying because he wants an heir, in case something happens to him. Iâm his latest disappointment.â Adan laughed and shook his head. âAh, man, I canât believe Iâm telling you all this. Dad would kill me.â
I squeezed his arm and smiled. âI wonât tell on you.â
He laughed. âThanks,â he said, âand I wonât tell him you forced me to reveal his secret shame.â
I tried to laugh, but really, that shit wasnât funny. It was definitely the kind of thing Rashan wouldnât want anyone to know. I felt like I had a good relationship with my boss, but I couldnât read him, didnât really know him. I couldnât even guess what heâd do if he knew Iâd found out about something like this.
âYeah, letâs just pretend you didnât tell me that,â I said. âThe fewer of your fatherâs secrets I know, the better.â
Adan nodded. âYeah, Iâm sorry I told you. I justâ¦I guess I feel like I can talk to you. Maybe itâs lame, but it gets lonely, you know? I canât be a part of my fatherâs life, but I never really feel at home in the normal world, either, because of what I know.â
I understood how he felt. Iâd had that same feeling of being an outcast until his father found me and brought me into the outfit. For Adan, it was worse. He would always be an outsider in both worlds. That was real loneliness. I could even see how heâd reach out to someone like the Vampire Fredâanyone or anything that would accept him.
âMaybe itâs a bad idea, Adan, but I still want to see you.â
He smiled. âMe, too. Itâll be our secret. Dinner tomorrow night?â
âOkay,â I said, âI want pizza.â
âIâm impressed,â he said. âOn a first date, women usually restrict themselves to salads they never actually eat.â
Okay, I use magic to cheat with dieting, too. âI have a fast metabolism,â I said.
âSounds greatâI love pizza. Pick you up at seven?â
I nodded and smiled.
âGive me your cell phone. Iâll give you my number and you can call me tomorrow, give me directions.â
I handed him my cell and he punched in his number and gave it back to me. I checked the display, and heâd given me both his home and cell numbers. My dating game was a little rusty, but that seemed like a good sign.
âGreat,â I said. âIâll call you. Iâd better get going. Did you drive tonight or catch a ride with someone?â
âI drove,â he said. âYou can just drop me at the club.â I did, and I waited there until he got in his car and drove away.
Iâd never been a romantic. I didnât believe in love at first sight, soul mates, star-crossed romance or any of that stuff. I didnât believe that Adan and I were destined to fall in love, get married and live happily ever after. Judging by past experience, he was more likely to screw up my life, make me miserable and hop in bed with an exotic dancer just when I was finally getting used to him.
I grew up in the barrio, fatherless and poor. My life was violent and brutal, and Iâd long ago stopped pretending there was anything more to it than getting ahead and getting out alive. Despite that, it wasnât a hard life. With magic, I could have just about anything I wanted. The only thing I couldnât change with a little juice was myself. I couldnât