everyday life and conventional behavior no longer existed.
âIâll explain.⦠I swear to you.â¦â
âSlut!â
âYes, Iâm a slut.⦠Youâre right.⦠But â¦â
âDâyou want to wake up the whole hotel?â
âI donât care.⦠If there were a hundred people here it wouldnât stop me from going on my knees to you and begging you to forgive me, imploring you.â¦â
âShut up.â¦â
âJean!â
âShut up, dâyou hear?â
âI didnât do it on purpose, I promise you.â¦â
âOh no! It was all my fault.â¦â
âI needed a breath of air.â¦â
âYou needed a man, thatâs all.â¦â
âItâs not true, Jean.⦠For three days I hadnât stirred from this room, Iâd been looking after you like.â¦â
âLike a mother, I suppose youâre going to say, you trollop.â
âYou were asleep, and I went out for a moment.â¦â
âTo hell with you!â
âYou wonât go away, will you? ⦠Youâre not going to leave me alone? ⦠Iâd rather you killed me.â¦â
âThatâs what I feel like doing.â¦â
âWell then, kill me.â¦â
âYouâre not worth it.⦠Let me go.⦠Dâyou hear?â
He must have pushed her away once again, she must have fallen onto the floor, there was a silence, then the voice, whose pathetic tone had already become monotonous, the plea that was almost a parody:
âJeaaan!â
âStop bleating my name.â¦â
âI canât go on living without you.â¦â
âGo to hell!â
âHow can you talk like that! ⦠How can you have forgotten already.â¦â
âForgotten what? What you did for me or what I did for you? ⦠Tell me that.⦠Or rather, hold your tongue.⦠Where are my shirts? Where the devil have you put my shirts?â
And just as, between the acts of a tragedy, the players resume their normal voices, she simply muttered: âI sent three to the laundry. The others are on the top shelf in the bathroom cupboard.â¦âThen, reverting to her former tone: âJean â¦â
He did not try to vary his response: âTo hell with you!â
âWhat are you going to do?â
âThatâs my own business.â
âI swear, since Iâve known you I havenât let a man touch me.â¦â
âExcept the one you were coming out of the dance hall with when I turned up â¦â
âIâd asked him to take me back here.⦠I was frightened.â¦â
He burst out laughing. âThatâs the best yet!â
âDonât laugh, Jean.⦠If you go away, youâll be sorry for it tomorrow.â¦â
âIs that a threat?â
He sounded threatening himself. More than threatening, for there was a loud thudâperhaps he had struck herâthen another silence, and a moan:
âYou havenât understood.⦠Iâm the one who ⦠Oh no, after all ⦠Iâd rather make an end to it right now.â¦â
âPlease yourself.â
Footsteps; a door closing. It was not the door into the hallway but probably the bathroom door. The sound of water pouring into a glass.
âWhatâre you doing?â
She did not answer. He was panting, presumably as he tried to shut a suitcase that was too full. Then he walked around the room to make sure he had forgotten nothing.
âGood-by!â he shouted at last.
Immediately the door opened again and a terrified voice exclaimed:
âJean ⦠Jean ⦠!â
âTo hell with you!â
âOne second, Jean ⦠You canât refuse me that now.⦠Listen.â¦â
He was walking toward the door.
âListen.⦠Iâm going to die.â¦â
He went on walking. She was crawling on the floor. One could guess