where things are.â His words donât match his tone of voice, and it makes me think heâs not going to act nice if I do ride with him.
Still, I want another chance to be his friendâand to behave well for his father, since heâs Dadâs new friend. I messed up, complaining about Maxâs hand-me-down bike in front of Mr. Elliott, which made us look poor and Dad look like he didnât raise me right. After breakfast Dad apologized for not being able to buy me things other people have. He said that when Mami gets home with the money from her singing job, theyâll buy me a new bike.
âOkay.â I lock the front door and put the key on its University of Vermont lanyard, around my neck. The lanyard was a birthday present from Max. I wonât wear the BC lanyard Eli gave me.
The bikes gleam in the sunlight, inviting me for a ride. I run my hand along the shiny top bar of the smaller one. âThese are, like, new.â
âYeah, we got them last week.â He pats the seat of the one I touched. âThis is mine. The other one is my momâs.â I glance down and notice his momâs bike has the slanted bar, rather than the one straight across.
I ask him, âWhat makes you think I want to ride a girlâs bike?â
âBecause youâre a girl.â
âThatâs sexist.â
âThatâs sexist,â Chad repeats in a high-pitched voice. Mocking me already. He lifts his leg over the top bar of his bike. âLetâs go.â
I stand stiffly. âNot if youâre going to make fun of me.â
âSor-ry.â Chad bounces on his seat. âComing or arenât you?â
Telling myself he sort of apologized, I push the girlâs bike onto the sidewalk and slide on. Both bikes have a plastic shelf behind the seat and a pair of black saddlebags attached to the shelf. Some of our neighbors donât believe in cars, and this is how they go shopping. They tease Dad because he drives a crew cab pickup truck that uses a lot of gas. It would hurt my feelings, especially because I like his truck, but he just laughs and says,
When the band gets back together, Iâll be ready.
Signs reading NED LAMONT, U.S. SENATE have sprouted up amid the weeds and unraked, decomposing leaves in our old-hippie neighborhood. My yardâs had one for two weeks, and when Chad and I turn onto busy Washington Avenue, I see one in front of his house. I figure Mrs. Mac put it there, but I ask Chad, âYour parents for Lamont?â
Chad doesnât answer, so I repeat the question.
He grunts. Maybe his parents donât vote. I tell him Mami isnât a U.S. citizen, so she canât vote, but Dad always took me with him to the polling place and let me pull the lever. âStraight Democratic ticket,â I add.
âWhereâs the drugstore?â he asks, glancing back at me.
âWhatâs that got to do with voting?â
âNothing. I wasnât listening because youâre boring.â He slows down to let me catch up to him. âI need to buy cold medicine.â
My lower lip trembles, and I quickly ask, âFor Brandon?â
âYeah.â
âOkay, follow me.â I lead Chad through the four-block downtown, past boarded-up shops and a new restaurant that was once a post office. On the block after the restaurant is a shabby drugstore with streaked windows and garbage on the sidewalk. We lock the bikes to a parking meter, sharing one meter and one lock. Chad takes a wad of bills from the side pocket of his cargo shorts and slaps a twenty and a five into my hand. For a moment, I stare at the bills. I donât get to hold much money these days, with the band broken up and the record store gone. I donât get to sell CDs after the concerts or stacks of old 33s and 45s in the store and impress the customers with my ability to calculate amounts in my head.
âYou want
me
to buy it?â I ask,