courage sure isnât getting any stronger. In another three seconds, I wonât be able to force myself to go back into the dark cabin.
So I donât think about it. I just go back into the plane.
S ince I can barely see my hand in front of my face, I have to operate on memory as I slosh a few steps toward where I think that first row of seats should be.
âTalk to me, Espi,â I say. âThatâll help me find you quicker.â
âHere,â she says. âKeep coming. Iâm right here.â
The directions
right here,
when youâre trapped and flooded in absolute darkness, are pretty much useless, but I keep going anyway. I think I must be doing a pretty good mummy impersonation, because my hands are outstretched and I shuffle my feet along the floor. Iâm afraid to pick them up because the water could easily knock me down if I get the slightest bit off balance. And getting off balance as the plane bobs along on the waves seems like a sure thing.
Oh, and just in case I donât have enough complications right now? Itâs not just water I have to get throughâitâs the debris floating on top of the water.
Something wet and fuzzy goes by. Blanket? Sweatshirt? I take another step and bump up against something hard, slippery and oddly shaped. Backpack? Carry-on?
I take another step. Espiâs hand clamps down on my arm, making me jump. Sheâs right there, standing next to me, and she yanks me forward until my fingers connect with the top of a seat andâ
âMacy,â I say.
âSheâs out cold, but Iâm pretty sure sheâs not dead,â Espi tells me. âSomething hit her on the head during the crash. I didnât see what it was. I just heard it hit her. So now I canât get her seatbelt unbuckled, because my fingers are so cold and my hands are shaking anyway, and sheâs too heavy for me to move by myself even if I could. I didnât know what to do, but I couldnâtââ
âItâs okay.â I work on keeping my voice calm, because Espi is spewing out the words so fast Iâm sure sheâs close to an epic breakdown. âItâs okay. I can help.â
Espi chokes back a sob. âI couldnât leave her! Everyone left
me,
but I couldnât leave
her
ââ
I grip her upper arms and squeeze, hard. âWeâre together now.â
âDid you see Mami?â she demands. âDid you see my mother? She kept calling for me, but the crowd was blocking her from getting to me and I couldnât get to her. Did you see her?â
I hate to tell her the truth at this desperate moment, but what choice do I have? âI didnât see her.â Espi makes a keening sound, so I hurry on. âBut I think there are two life rafts, and she may be in the other one. We havenât had the chance to check yet. So she may be okay.â
Espi takes a shuddering breath and nods.
âLetâs work on Macy.â
We turn to where Macy is slumped in her seat, and I donât need any light to know sheâs in bad shape. Her head lolls to one side and her icy skin reminds me of chicken thatâs been left to defrost on the counter. The water has now reached her upper chest, and another few minutes of flooding or another tip of the plane in the wrong direction will submerge and drown her.
If sheâs not dead already, that is.
âMacy,â I say sharply. âMacy! Answer me!â
Iâm just debating whether to smack her face, when she groans weakly.
I almost sob with relief.
âGood girl, Macy,â I say. âWeâre going to get you out of here, okay?â
Another moan.
âRight,â I say. âOkay. Whereâs your seatbelt?â
I plunge my hands in the water and fumble around for her lap. I canât feel anything other than jeans andâaha! There it is. But whereâs the buckleâ
âGot it!â I say, grabbing the hard
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