crash of breaking glass was loud in the confined quarters of the dressing room.
Jennifer shook her head. âIâm not cleaning that shit up,â she said.
Nita looked up from the mess sheâd made. The rush of utter freedom sheâd felt clearing the table top had vanished almost as quickly as it had come.
âSo who asked you to?â she asked.
Jennifer pulled a chair over from one of the other tables and sat down beside her. âYou want to talk about it?â
Nita bit back a sharp retort. Jennifer wasnât her friendâshe didnât have any friendsâbut unlike ninety-nine-point-nine percent of the world, Jennifer had always treated her decently. Nita looked away, wishing she hadnât sent her shot of whiskey flying off the table with everything else.
âLast time I was up, my exâs old man was in the audience,â she said.
âSo?â
âSo the only way I could keep my visitation rights with Amanda was by promising Iâd get a straight job.â
Jennifer nodded, understanding. âThe old bad influence line.â
âLike sheâs old enough to know or even care what her old lady does for a living.â Nita was really missing that drink now. âItâs so fucking unfair. I mean, itâs okay for this freak to come into a strip joint with his buddies and have himself a good time, but my working hereâs the bad influence. Like we even want to be here.â
âI donât mind that much,â Jennifer said. âIt beats hooking.â
âYou know what I mean. Heâs going to run straight to a judge and have them pull my visiting rights.â
âThat sucks,â Jennifer agreed. She leaned forward and gave Nita a quick hug. âBut you gotta hang in there, Nita. At least weâve got jobs.â
âI know.â
âAnd youâd better go see Eddie or maybe you wonât even have that.â
Nita shook her head. âI canât do it. I canât even go out on the stage again tonight.â
âBut . . .â Jennifer began, then she sighed. âNever mind. Weâll figure out a way to cover for you.â
âAnd Eddie?â
Jennifer stood up and tugged down on the hem of her miniskirt. âThatâs one youâre going to owe me, girl.â
2
When Nita stepped out the back door of the Chic Cheeks in her street clothes all that remained of her stage persona was the shock of jet-black hair that fell halfway down her back in a cascade of natural curls. She was wearing faded blue jeans that were tucked into cowboy boots. The jeans had a hole in the left knee through which showed the black fabric of her body stocking. Overtop of it was a checked flannel shirt, buttoned halfway up, the tails hanging loose. Her purse was a small khaki knapsack that sheâd picked up at the Army Surplus over on Yoors Street. Her stage makeup was washed off and all she wore now was a hint of eye shadow and a dab of lipstick.
She knew she looked about as different from Lilith in her leathers and lace as could be imagined, so Nita was surprised to be recognized when she stepped out into the alleyway behind the club.
âLilith?â
Nita paused to light a cigarette, studying the woman through a wreath of blue-grey smoke. The stranger was dressed the way Nita knew the clubâs customers imagined the dancers dressed offstage: short, spike-heeled boots; black stockings and miniskirt; a jean vest open enough to show more than a hint of a black lace bra. She wore less makeup than Nita had on at the moment, but then her fine-boned features didnât need it. Her hair was so blonde it was almost white. It was cut punky and seemed to glow in the light cast from a nearby streetlamp.
âWho wants to know?â Nita finally asked.
âDoes it matter?â
Nita shrugged and took another drag from her cigarette.
âI saw you dancing,â the woman went on. âYouâre really
Aj Harmon, Christopher Harmon