up.â
âBoise is a good-size community. Iâm sure you could shop there to your heartâs content.â
âLetâs just hope it doesnât come to your having to move again,â Aislinn replied. âDo what you must, and if it all goes sour, weâll deal with it then. Just be sure to call your sister, Loni. It isnât safe for you to drive yourself anywhere right now. In the meanwhile, my rosary beads will be clacking.â
As she broke the connection, Loni was smiling. She always felt better after talking to Gram.
Thirty minutes later Deirdre arrived at Loniâs house. She breezed in without knocking, her short, dark hair tousled from the wind, her blue eyes snapping. Loni glanced up from where she sat at the kitchen table.
âI canât believe Gram talked you into this.â
Loni had briefed Deirdre on the situation over the phone. âShe didnât talk me into anything. She only reiterated what I already know. I canât run from this. I canât deny who and what I am. This is something I have to do.â
âDoes Mom know?â
Loni had just found Clint Harriganâs address and number in the Crystal Falls phone book. She jotted down the information and tucked the folded paper into her purse. âOf course Mom knows. She has the eye, remember? Thereâs not much that gets past her.â
âHas she telephoned?â
âNo.â
âThen she doesnât know. Sheâs probably busy cooking supper. Later tonight, just about the time Daddy starts snoring in the recliner, sheâll touch something of yours, tune in, and have a fit of hysterics. You know how sheâs going to react.â
âYouâre right,â Loni acknowledged wearily. âI do know, and thatâs precisely why Iâm not calling her. Weâll only argue, and I canât handle that right now.â
Deirdre held up her hands. âYou need to talk to her before you go through with this. Once itâs done thereâll be no turning back. You have a right to a life, Loni. Think of yourself for once.â
âItâs my decision to make, and Iâve made it,â Loni replied. âNothing Mom says will change my mind. Thereâs a little boy out there whoâs going to die if I donât talk to his father. How would you feel if it were Kirk or Kinnon? Would you want me to turn my back on one of them?â
âThatâs not fair.â
âIf I think only of myself, will that be fair to Trevor?â
âLonikins, I love you for your kind heart, and I know how you feel. Iâd want to help Trevor, too. But at what cost? Do you want reporters and desperate parents breathing down your neck again? Try to look at it from my perspective. Youâre my little sister, and I love you.â Deirdre flopped down on a chair, her lightweight jacket parting at the front to reveal her trim figure. âI canât bear to watch you go through that again. I want you to meet some nice guy, get married, and have a family, not live on the run, trying to piece your life back together again and again.â
Loni circled the table to hug her sister. âMarriage isnât for me. You know that.â
âIt could be.â Deirdre returned Loniâs embrace, her body taut with the intensity of her emotions. âJust ignore these visions, Loni. Pretend you didnât have them. Please, wonât you just try? If you wonât do it for yourself, do it for me.â
âI canât pretend I didnât have the visions. Two people died, and a little boy may yet. Try to understand.â
Deirdre drew back, tears swimming in her eyes. âBeing your sister totally sucks. You know it? Watching what you go through has broken my heart a thousand times.â
âThatâs why your name is Deirdre Lavena, meaning sorrowful joy,â Loni replied. âAnd why mine is Loni Kendra, meaning lonely clairvoyant. We all
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