heels.
“The fool,” she said. “All of them, fools. Their way is easier than yours. But perhaps you were made for hard ways and hard
worlds. For this one and the one that lies far to the west. Where things still remember younger years of joyful savagery.”
Sibyl looked at the cards in her hands and then angrily threw them over her shoulder. They fluttered to the ground behind
her like moths upset from old clothing. She shook her head and in her tantrum Connelly was again reminded of her age. She
was no more than a girl.
Feeling his gaze, she lifted her eyes and said, “There’s nothing you can do for me.”
“Why not?”
“I can no more stop what I am doing here than you can stop yourself now.” She toyed with her hair and sullenly watched him.
“Did you get your money’s worth?”
Connelly said nothing.
“I’m tired. Let me rest, Connelly. Go if you want, but let me rest.”
He turned and walked out.
Outside the carnie was sitting on the stoop.
“Have fun?” he asked.
Connelly walked down to him. He gestured to the flask. “Give me a sip of that.”
“What, this? Sure.”
Connelly took it and drank. It was either vodka or half-decent moonshine, he couldn’t tell. He breathed in. The air was still
sickly sweet and the ghostly image of the match flame was burned into the bluegreen night.
“What’d she tell you?”
“A lot of things,” he said, then handed it back and walked away over the fields. The music had died and the people had stopped
singing. Somewhere a horn honked and a child began crying and would not quiet.
Mr. Shivers
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CHAPTER FIVE
He found the others seated outside of a tent watching the carnival workers break the show down. Tents deflated gracefully
around them to lie on the ground like the skins of some unworldly animal.
“What’d she say?” asked Pike.
“Nothing much,” said Connelly.
“It was a foolish thing. We shouldn’t have let her delay us. Still, we have something useful now.”
“Doesn’t seem to be money or brains at the moment. What is it?”
“That boy over there,” said Roosevelt, nodding at a young man helping the workers. “He seen him.”
“How’d you find that out?”
“Asked a few folks. They knew of him, said one person had talked to him. That boy right over there.”
“I guess they were right,” said Hammond. “The man did come here.”
Connelly could feel the anxiety washing off of them like smoke.
“You may not understand,” said Pike, his voice quiet. “This is the closest we’ve come in months and years.”
“I understand plenty,” said Connelly.
They sat in the road and watched the tents topple and flounder and waited on the boy. He was a skinny thing, no older than
thirteen, overalled and sandy blond and barefoot. When the carnival workers had given him his pay he came over and said, “You
boys the ones looking for the ugly fella?”
“That would be right,” said Pike.
“Why you looking for him?”
“He stole something from me,” said Hammond smoothly.
“Huh. I’d believe it.”
“Why do you say that?”
The boy didn’t answer. Instead he said, “My brother owes me fifteen cents, still hasn’t repaid it.”
“Bastards the world over,” said Hammond.
“Watch your language in front of the boy,” said Pike, but the boy seemed pleased to have men casually swear in front of him.
“Come and sit with us, if you will,” Roosevelt said.
“I will, thanks.”
“What’s someone your age doing out so late?”
“Working. Getting what I can. My folks is going to head west. We’re going to pick fruit out there. They need what they can
get. Maybe I can get me something, too.”
“They going to California?” said Pike.
“Or New Mexico for cotton, they haven’t made up their minds yet. They argue a lot about it.”
“Times are tough,” said Hammond.
“They are. Everything in the whole state just dried up. Like the dirt just decided it didn’t care for plants no