and his left hand lightly touched her waist. I hadnât known Denise could foxtrot, nor did I know where shehad learned it. After a while my parents, Jerryâs parents, and their friends joined in, Jerry and Denise fitting right in with the swirling, foxtrotting older couples. Denise no longer seemed a mere three years older than me, but somehow had advanced an entire generation. My sister was now one of
them
âa grown-up.
Later the DJ got around to spinning some of the songs of the current decade: The Troggsâ âWild Thing,â the Monkeesâ âIâm a Believer,â and the Turtlesâ âHappy Together.â As Rena and I dug into our second pieces of wedding cake, the Doorsâ âLight My Fireâ came on. I bounced to the beat of the music but froze when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked up to see Pete Wattle. He, Dan, and Jimmy Howe, who was now serving in Vietnam, had been buddies since junior high.
âWanna dance?â asked Pete.
I did but had to consider who was asking. Pete was hilarious, always cracking jokes and pulling pranks. I had been laughed at enough for one day. âBuzz off.â
His face was flushed from the champagne he and my brother had been helping themselves to, but he still seemed steady on his feet. âNo, really. I want to dance with you.â
âWhy?â I asked suspiciously.
âWhy? Because this song is far out!â He grinned, exposing the cute gap between his two front teeth. He had grown his blond hair out and swept it across his forehead, surfer boy style. His acne had cleared up, and heâd lost or grown into his baby fat. He actually looked pretty cool.
If I got up to dance with Pete, Rena would be left alone. She leaned into me and whispered, âSay youâll do it if Dan will dance with me.â
I relayed the message to Pete, and by the organ solo of âLight My Fire,â the four of us were doing some heavy-duty rocking out. Pete was a pretty good dancer, or at least he didnât look like he was spazzing out, like Dan. I closed my eyes and felt the music seeping into my brain, the beat pulsing deep in my bones, and the release of all the tension brought on by the wedding. The song changed to the Airplaneâs âSomebody to Love.â I kicked off myhigh heels and spun around in stocking feet. My steps grew wider, and soon I was leaping across the dance floor.
Pete jogged after me, his face crumpled with frustration. âDonât be hopping all over the place, Joanne.â
I ignored his pleas, and he soon gave up on my galloping, sashaying, and weaving. I was alone in the music, flying high, Grace Slick wailing, âDonât you want somebody to love? Donât you need somebody to love?â Yeah, I did, and I thought of my beautiful hippie.
After that song, Rena and I flopped, sweaty and panting, at a table next to her parents.
âYour mom did a wonderful job on this wedding,â said Mrs. Thompson.
âThanks. Iâll tell her you said so.â
âAnd Denise was a beautiful, blushing bride. A girlâs wedding day is the most important day of her life,â gushed Mrs. Thompson.
âYeah, right,â said Mr. Thompson, âand a marriage certificate is a manâs death warrant.â
Mrs. Thompson gave him a wide-eyed, wounded look as he stared blandly back. Her face shattered like glass, and she ran out of the room.
âThat was really mean, Dad,â said Rena.
âAh, hell. Come on, Rena. Weâre going.â
âItâs early. I can walk home.â
He stood. âWeâre going,â he repeated, and headed for the door, not even bothering to turn around to see if Rena was following.
Rena raised a peace sign at me, more like a sign of surrender than a farewell.
Left alone, I reached for a handful of chocolate-covered mint patties; then, realizing I was too stuffed to eat another bite, I stashed them in my satin