Duncan took a drink, then rocked back on his heels. âAll my governesses were old and cantankerous.â
âAs you no doubt deserved. Most of ours have been young and easily intimidated.â Never had William thought he would look back on those silly girls with nostalgia. But never was one a woman like Miss Prendregast. Miss Prendregast, who walked like an Amazon, looked like an exotic priestess, and had a tongue like a . . . ah, but he mustnât think of her tongue. Her tongue made him think of kissing and other activities, so better to say she was insolent and leave it at that.
He took a sip and let the whisky burn all the way down. âThat hair of hers . . . a wig, wouldnât you say?â
âA wig? Are you mad? No, itâs not a wig.â
âItâs too blonde.â Last night, strands had fallen about her cheeks, and in the dusk they had shone like moonlight. âIt must be a wig.â
âWe both agree you donât know a damned thing about women, and you certainly donât know about their hair.â Duncan slid into the chair vacated by the governess. âI couldnât see her eyes. What color are they?â
âBrown.â William lifted his glass. âAbout this color. Very odd.â
âYou noticed her eye color.â Duncan looked too damned satisfied for Williamâs comfort, and swirled the whisky. âI canât wait to gaze into this young ladyâs eyes.â
âYouâre not to seduce my governess,â William warned. âNot unless you are prepared to take her place and teach my children.â
âI wouldnât dream of seducing your governess.â Duncan placed his hand on his heart. âDid you see the way she walks? Like a great, stalking panther, all oiled grace and elegance.â
âSheâs too tall.â William was used to petite women who looked up at him and, when he waltzed with them, felt slight in his arms.
âCan you imagine having those legs wrapped around your neck?â
All too easily. Did Duncan never know when to stop? âSheâs too thin.â
âSheâs too tall, sheâs too thin,â Duncan imitated William. â Youâre too picky, as well as being a poor, desperate widower who needs a wife to care for his children, but I like you anyway. Maybe this Miss . . . Miss . . .â
âPrendregast,â William supplied.
âMaybe Miss Prendregast will fill the bill.â
âNo.â
âNo?â A lock of tawny hair dropped over Duncanâs brow as he scrutinized his friend. âItâs been three years since Maryâs passed on.â
âSince Mary was killed,â William corrected.
As gently as he could, Duncan said, âAye, but it wasnât your fault.â
Of course it was Williamâs fault. âA wifeâs safety is her husbandâs responsibility.â
âWe were off on a mission for the regiment. How could you know Mary would answer a call for help and step into a Russian ambush set for us?â
Guilt haunted William. âI should have sent her home. I should have sent them all home. We knew of the danger, so close to the mountains.â
Duncan stood and put his hand on Williamâs shoulder. âI know you loved Mary and your heartâs broken, butââ
William shrugged him off, strode to the window, and looked out at the park. That was the problem. He had loved Mary, but . . . sheâd proven something heâd suspected for years. No woman was as interesting as a military campaign. No woman was as exhilarating as a ride across the moors. No woman could possibly capture his heart, for he was a cold man, given to hot passions, but never to love.
That was part of the reason why he was so determined to catch the traitors responsible for Maryâs death. She had loved him so much, and he had never loved her back with all the fervor she deserved.
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