cold but refreshing, and itâs so clear you can see the anchor digging into the sandy bottom. And the boat bobs on the waves, and Eric floats on his back beside it, staring up at the blue sky and bobbing in the waves too, and the internship and his dad and all of Capilano may as well be a million miles away.
65.
âSo Jordan says you saved his academic career,â Paige saysâ
(Theyâre back on the boat now, on the sundeck, on towels, letting the sun dry the water from their skin.)
âIâd love to hear that story.â
Eric glances at Jordan, whoâs back in the stern with Haley. Theyâre cuddled up close back there. Real close.
(Ericâs kind of distracted.)
âI didnât really do much,â he says. âJust helped him cram a little bit for the calc exam.â
âDonât be so modest .â Jordan climbs back up to the sundeck with a fresh round of drinks. âI would have failed that midterm without you. They would have held me back a year. Now Iâm home free, and the summer is ours.â
Paige takes her drink. Toasts. âThe summer is ours.â
She reaches over to touch glasses with Eric, but Ericâs hardly paying attention. Heâs watching Jordan retreat back to the stern of the Sundancer. Watching Haley sit up when he gets there.
Heâs watching Jordan and Haley make out.
And heâs thinking . . .
Son of a bitch.
66.
âSo if you helped Jordan pass calculus somehow,â Paige says, âyou really are a hero.â
Eric stops creeping on Jordan and Haley, lest Paige figure out what heâs doing. He forces a laugh. âCome on.â
âMaybe I should have failed calculus,â Paige says. âMaybe you would have paid more attention to me.â
Eric looks at Paige. Canât see her eyes behind her huge Dolce sunglasses. Paige stares at him, her expression inscrutable, and suddenly the boat seems very small.
âShit,â Eric says. âYeah, about that. Iâm sorry. I . . .â
He trails off, unsure of how to finish. Not sure how to tell Paige about how scared he was, toward the end of their little fling, when he realized he wasnât feeling the whole hetero angle. When he figured out he kind of, sort of, was more into guys.
(Scared? Fucking terrified. Fucking ashamed. )
But Eric still canât explain it. And Paige is watching him through her sunglasses, waiting for an explanation. The seconds drag on. Itâs awkward.
Then Jordan speaks from below deck. âWho cares ?â he says. âHeâs here now, isnât he? Eâs back, baby. Better than ever.â
Paigeâs still watching Eric.
âYeah,â she says. âI guess weâll see, wonât we?â
67.
Jordanâs phone buzzes. He trails a lazy hand over the pile of towels to get it, smiles when he reads the screen.
âSomeone on Kik just sent a blast from the airport,â he tells the others. âApparently Callum Fulchrest was just seen boarding a nonstop flight to Barcelona two hours ago. The bastard is fleeing the country.â
Nobody replies. Eric lifts his head from the towel, looks around the boat just in time to see Haley and Paige exchange glances. But neither of them says anything.
âDo you think itâs true?â he asks. âDid he really do what they said?â
âOf course itâs true,â Haley says. âDidnât you watch the Vine? Itâs all there.â
âWell, yeah, butââ
âBut nothing. That guy was shady as fuck. He tried to slip a roofie in my drink at prom, like I wouldnât freaking notice.â Haley picks up her book again. âHe got his, though, didnât he?â
âThey always do,â Jordan says.
Eric replays the Vine in his head. The hidden-camera trick was pretty rad, pretty sneaky. Whoever pulled it off had balls and skill. Heâs been racking his brain, trying to remember the party,