the one by Timâs desk. âI got it,â I shout to Shirley.
Both Tim and I wait for her to hang up before we speak.
âHiya, Beanpole. Did you will me to call?â
âYep.â
Tim laughs. âJust make sure you use your secret powers for good, okay?â
âThey only work with you. Iâve tried them a million other times and nothing.â A million and one is more like it. Iâve willed and chanted and wished until I turned blue. Iâve tried for no homework. A snow day. A new bicycle. Ice cream for dinner. And, of course, Iâve been willing Kebsie to call for forty-seven days now. My special powers are very limited.
âThe parents treating you okay?â Tim asks.
âShirley and Marshall are treating me fine,â I say, just so I can say their names out loud.
âShirley? And Marshall?â Tim laughs. âIs that what youâre calling them now?â
âNot exactly to their faces,â I explain.
Tim laughs again.
âAre you coming home this weekend?â I ask.
âI meant to, but Iâm really busy. Iâm taking a summer class, and then thereâs a big concert upstate. Itâs gonna last for days, and I really want to go.â
I kick at the nearby table. The picture of Vinnie and Tim goes crashing to the floor. âDoes that mean that you wonât be home all summer?â I ask.
âJimi Hendrix will be performing there,â he says, as if that explains everything. When I donât say anything, he adds, âEveryone will be there.â
âBe there or be square, right?â I say, because itâs Timâs favorite expression. Iâm never quite sure where âthereâ is, but in Timâs book, the worst thing you can be is an out-of-touch âsquare.â
Thereâs a sharp crackle of static, and Iâm reminded that Tim is calling long distance.
âHey, Beanpole. I finally got a letter from Vinnie. Can you tell Mr. Pizzarelli that? He says heâs doing okay. That things have quieted down.â
I pick up the picture of Vinnie and Tim and rub my hand against the glass, checking it for damage. It was taken two years ago in front of Vinnieâs first car, back when Vinnie Pizzarelli didnât have a care in the world, before his number came up in the draft.
âIs he still your best friend?â I ask, without really thinking.
âWhat?â
I take a big gulp and ask again. âIs Vinnie Pizzarelli still your best friend?â I want to know.
âOf course. Jeez, Tamara, heâs thousands of miles away from home, fighting a war. If anyone needs a friend, itâs a guy whoâs over in Vietnam.â
âEven if he doesnât write to you?â
âHeâs in a war, for Peteâs sake. He canât write all the time. His letters are like gold to me. And to his dad, too. Thatâs why itâs important for you to go tell Mr. Pizzarelli about the letter. Tell him Iâll bring it the next time I come home. Promise me youâll go see Mr. Pizzarelli?â
âYes.â I rub my hand along the picture and make a point to touch Vinnieâs face. âI promise.â
âEven when someone is far away, they donât stop being your best friend, Beanpole.â Thereâs more static. âAh look, I gotta go.â
He hangs up and leaves me with nothing but his and Vinnieâs picture and a basement full of the empty feeling of missing Kebsie. Funny about how talking about Tim and his best friend makes me lonely for mine.
I reach for the box of Oreos Tim keeps stashed in his top drawer and shove one into my mouth.
âEven though you are far away, Kebsie Grobser,â I whisper, âyou will never stop being my best friend.â
I stare at the picture of my brother and his friend, wishing it were of Kebsie and me. We didnât have anything like it. There were group pictures at birthday parties, but I didnât have
R S Holloway, Para Romance Club, BWWM Romance Club