Never Get Enough (Enough #1) by Kate Daniels Read Free Book Online

had never had an orgasm and didn’t even know a lot about sex and what all it involved, just the basics that every virgin knows from hearing friends talk and watching movies. Keller and Bray were my best friends, and they did not talk about that kinda stuff with me. The girls I hung out with at school were friends, but I think they were intimidated to talk about too much about sex with me. I was popular because of my step brothers, being a swimsuit model, and my family being super wealthy. My image at school did not inspire people to talk and confide in me. It was mainly superficial friendships at best. I still wasn’t at a point where I felt comfortable trusting or confiding in other people besides Bray or Keller, but I was at a place where I wanted to have fun with my teammates at parties and enjoy hanging out with girls as friends too.
    I got up for practice after Brayden and packed a bag for my dance team practice after volleyball. I was so excited that Brayden wanted to touch me like he did last night, but still felt sad and unsure that he didn’t want me to touch him. Maybe he thought I wouldn’t be good at it, or maybe he just was trying to help me get over my awkwardness with sex but was too kind to let me know. He has been so protective of me for so long that it’s hard to know when he is doing something for me or because he wants to. I get in the gym first and am relieved to see the net was left up from yesterday. So we can just get right to stretching then practice.
    Coach has been extra hard on me this year already because we are favorites for the state championship. I want it too, but then I have to decide if I’m going to play in college and where to go. I love volleyball but don’t love all the other complications and expectations it brings off the court. I feel like I already have too many of those to deal with. I’m dating my step brother and my father is dead but left me a multi-million dollar business to be involved in. My mother barely acknowledges me, but when she does she only wants to use me for something. It’s hard to always function normally when you get no parental support from home. Keller, Bray, and I are our own support system, but we all are pretty dependent on each other because of no parents at home.
    I’m getting all the balls out of the sports closet in the gym when I hear the door bang open. I think the girls are starting to arrive and turn around to greet one of my teammates when it’s Bray instead. “Hey, baby, you are hear early today and looking extra hot.” That makes me smile but I still feel unsure about why he didn’t let me touch him last night when I wanted to. He knows me so well he can tell immediately when I try to smile that something is wrong. “Baby, what’s wrong? Did I move too fast last night?  Are you upset or confused over what we did?” Of course, he goes there because he’s so protective. I wanted to do more and he thinks we did too much, feels like we have reversed the roles of the guy and the girl.
    I take a deep breath and try to figure out how to tell him I’m scared he doesn’t want me to touch him or doesn’t think I will be good at it. I want him to want me as bad as I want him. I feel resentful that he has so much experience while he and Keller made sure I was as pure as the driven snow. How messed up is that? “Bray, I wanted to touch you last night and I’m just upset that you said I could and then stopped me. I feel so insecure about all your experience, and I want to be able to touch you like you touched me.” I feel his eyes on me and he looks all torn up that I feel this way. All the sudden I wonder if he really doesn’t want me like I want him. My heart clenches at the thought of hearing Bray says he doesn’t want me. He has always been all that I want and now all that I depend on too, ever since Keller left. I’m selfish because I need and want all of him.
    He looks so upset when he looks at me. He sighs and says in a very