shouldnât. She falls asleep a lot. And she also gets these attacks where sheâs not really asleep. She just canât move or talk or anything. Itâs called cataplexy. She canât control it.â
âAnd they took you away for that?â
âNo. Not for that. They took me away because she passed out in the middle of the road and got run over by a mini-van and now sheâs in the hospital.â
âNo shit.â
âItâs very serious. She has bruising on her heart.â
âThat sucks.â
âShe actually died for two minutes. But they brought her back.â
âNo way.â
âCode Blue, itâs called.â
â Shit .â
We stared out at the thundering water. A seagull sailed over us and dropped a crap on Nikola Teslaâs head.
âWhat did your mom say about it?â
âAbout dying?â
âYeah.â
âShe said it was like thereâs no chalkboard at all.â
âWhat is she, a teacher or something?â
âNo.â
âWhatâs her job?â
âSheâs sort of like you, I guess.â
Meredith looked at me for a too-long second. Then she picked at a hole in her pantyhose.
âMostly she dances at clubs and stuff, but she also does ⦠the other things. Sometimes.â
âSo, you know what I do?â
âI guess.â I shrugged.
âAnd your mom does it too?â
âSometimes. Mostly just dancing.â
âYou mean stripping.â
âExotic dancing.â
âStripping. Sheâs a stripper.â
I shrugged.
Meredith took out a cigarette. She watched me out of the corner of her eye while she lit it. âYou want one?â
I looked out to the falls, at all the white mist billowing up. It was like a giant cloud was trapped inside the waterfall and wanted nothing more than to get back up to the sky with its other cloud friends. âSure.â I took the cigarette from her and stuck it between my lips. She flicked her lighter, and I leaned toward the flame. Her lighter was black and so were her fingernails. I blew out a mini-cloud of smoke and coughed. I had smoked before, once, in Prince George, behind the grade-six portable, after school with Bryce. It was a menthol cigarette he had stolen from his mom. I smoked half of it, then puked in a garbage can while Bryce laughed at me and smoked the rest. This time wasnât so bad though, because Meredith didnât smoke menthols. She smoked Export A Gold. And also because I wasnât really inhaling, I was just trying to make little smoke clouds. Meredith blew a smoke ring like it was the easiest thing in the world.
âTake a picture, it lasts longer,â she said.
âSorry.â
She blew another white o that floated above my head. âWhere are you from, kid?â
âI donât know.â
âCome on, you donât know where youâre from?â
âParis, I guess.â I tapped my cigarette and the ash drifted down and dissolved into the grass.
â Paris? You speak French, then?â
âParis, Ontario.â
â Ah . But of course ,â she said in a French accent.
âBut Iâve lived a lot of different places. Iâve gone to sixteen different schools. Thatâs why I said I donât know.â
âWhere have you lived the longest?â
âIâm not sure. Iâd have to ask Gina.â
âGinaâs your mom?â
âYep.â
âWhatâs her stripper name?â
âAngel.â
âAngel,â Meredith smiled. âThatâs a good one.â
âDo you use another name?â
She took a drag that lasted an age, then said, âMary.â
âThatâs a nice name.â
âYou like it?â
âYeah.â
âI donât really like it. I thought that it might make the johns be nicer to me. Even if itâs only subconsciously.â
âYou mean because Jesusâs
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