he didnât think he could breathe. He felt such a bolt of deadening pain. He couldnât bear it. He moistened his dry lips. âWhen? To whom?â
âWell, sheâs been a widow for some months now, since last year, I believe, though no one ever sees her. She married Paisley Cochrane when she was only sixteen.â
Burke just stared at her. Paisley Cochrane. Good God, that lecherous old satyr had been known for his wickedness when Burke was a boy. Married to Arielle? He shook his head even as he said, âHer father allowed such a thing?â
âOh, no. Her half brother Evan Goddis, was made her guardian on Sir Arthurâs death. He saw to the wedding. Havey-cavey, all of it, if you asked me, not more than six months after Sir Arthurâs death. And then, of course, old Paisley died so mysteriouslyâeveryone was talking about it, of course.â
But Burke wasnât listening anymore. âDoes she live at Rendel Hall?â Cochraneâs estate lay only some seven miles to the east of Ravensworth.
âCertainly, itâs hers now. She inherited everything. Unlike me, who has had to live on anotherâs bounty andââ
âThatâll do, Lannie,â Burke said, not unkindly, as he rose.
âWhere are you going?â
âUpstairs for a rest. I will see you at dinner.â
When Joshua finished clucking over him, he lay on his bed and stared up at the naked cherubs that cavorted on the ceiling moldings. She had married Viscount Rendel when she was sixteen years old. God, the man had to have been at least fifty. And heâd touched her and caressed her andâBurke had to stop this. He couldnât change the past. He had to accept things as they were or forget her. It was really that simple.
And during those years he hadnât known, hadnât considered that another manâ The one lost letter âit seemed beyond irony. But now she was a widow, so it didnât matter. Nothing mattered except seeing her, courting her, marrying her. He wouldnât allow the past to intrude.
Heâd forgotten to ask Lannie if Arielle had had any children. If she did, he would raise them as his own. He asked at dinner that evening.
âNo, she didnât,â said Lannie. âThat was why old Paisley wed her. He was wild for an heir, you know. But there was no issue. Why the interest, Burke?â
âI remember her as being a very nice young girl,â he said, his eyes studiously on the Ravensworth silver. âDid you ever see her after her marriage?â
âNo, not once. It was odd, really. She was wed, and then it was as if she were whisked to another country. Not a sight of her. One hears rumors, of course, but I discounted them. This is modern times, after all, not the Middle Ages.â
âWhat rumors?â
Lannie shrugged. âStupid things, like Viscount Rendel keeping her close to Rendel Hall, not allowing her to go anywhere or see anyone or do anythingââ
âBut you just said that she wasnât ever seen after her marriage.â
âYes, but the viscount couldnât possibly have held her some sort of prisoner. That is really too silly. Also, I donât know if you ever heard of Evan Goddis, Arielleâs half brother, but he didnât and still doesnât have the most regular of reputations. I heard talk that he forced Arielle to marry poor Paisley for a huge settlement. I donât know if thereâs any truth to it.â
âWhy do you say poor Paisley?â
âWell, he had no children, did he? Just before he diedâso mysteriously, as I told youâhis illegitimate son was visiting him from France.â
âWhat do you mean by mysterious?â
âChoking to death over dinner is hardly an everyday occurrence, Burke. According to the servantsâyou know, Marthaâs cousin is the under-housemaid at Rendel Hallâwell, she said that the illegitimate son and