No Apologies by Jamie Dossie Read Free Book Online Page A

shaking my head, I headed over to the only table that had one person sitting at it. She was gorgeous. A little young looking for me, but never the less I was smitten from the start.
                                                                                 
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       “Do you mind if I sit here, and wait for my order to be called?” I asked. Really hoping she would say yes, but as tired as I was, I didn’t really care what she would say I was sitting regardless. “No, have a seat.” Her voice was soft, no drama or bullshit attached to it. “How long have you been waiting beautiful?” I asked. “Oh, I am not waiting. I am just sitting here thinking.” Now when she said thinking, I must admit, what could someone so damn pretty have to worry about, so damn late at night?  “If you don’t mind me saying, whatever he did, don’t sweat it. Let him keep fucking up until someone else show you how it’s done.” When she saw the look of discernment in my face, her face lit up like a Christmas tree.
       “How do you know it’s about a man?” I smiled knowing I was reeling in my bait. “For starters, you are up in a damn restaurant at 3 a.m. on a Saturday, instead of being on your way home with your man, or to your man. Then you didn’t even order anything. Which means possible loss of appetite. So yes, I think it is safe to say it’s about a man.” Her smile at that very moment lit my insides up. Now here I am, a twenty year old man laying tracks down for whoever, whenever I can. I am making a good living. I had women I was fucking daily and nightly, no kids, and no bullshit.   
       Just money and pussy. Looking at her made me want to put her on my team. Sitting there talking until my order came up, I learned that she was going to college to become an Author; that we are sitting in her aunts restaurant, she has no kids, and is in love with a man who wants to have his cake and eat it too. At that very moment, I should have walked away and never looked back, but before I left with my order, I gave her my number just in case she needed someone to talk to. One month later, she called. I didn’t know who the fuck it was, so I let the call go to voicemail. The phone rang again so I answered. “Hello.”
       “Well you finally picked up huh?” She said. “Only because you called twice, but I would never forget the sound of your voice Jazzi.” I playfully retorted. “Oh! Pet names already?” She said. “A cute name, for a cute girl. Damn! Took you long enough to call a brotha. I thought you threw the damn number out, or simply was not interested.” I heard her chuckle over the phone; sounded real cute. “Oh, I was interested from the moment I saw you walk in the restaurant, but I am just settling in at school first. So how have things been going in your world?”
       Actually, I have been doing well dropping beats for some new folks. Doing what I do,” I said. “I was wondering, if you are not busy this weekend, would you like to come check me out in NYC?” Oh shit! Look at her inviting me down, so we can get down. Hell cause I know she don’t think I coming to twiddle my damn thumbs. But she so damn cute. I may have to take a pass just to keep her around. She still stuck on her dude, so we gonna see how this shit play out. Does she think I am going to be a side dude, or does she want more?
       “Well, I can clear my calendar for you baby. Let me know what day you want me to come down there, and I will make the arrangements. Now I hope you don’t think that I am going to come down there just to watch NYC traffic.” Hell! I was trying to give her a damn hint to let her know that I will be on fuck mode. But I see she want to play this little come and get me game, so fuck it! I will be there. “I don’t have classes this Friday, and I have a late class on Monday, so can you come down Friday morning?” She