is a long, brightly lit room with matchstick people at the other end. The proportions are all wrong, as if Iâm squinting into a diorama. I blink. Itâs not until thereâs a low rumble and something rolls towards me that I realise Iâm looking into the bowling alley from behind the pins.
When I reach the back of the room Wolfboy is staring so reverently up at a wall of guitars that I donât want to interrupt his moment.
âOh man.â He whistles through his teeth. âHeâs got a Les Paul Custom.â
âA whatty-whatsy?â
The guitars all look the same to me, with only slight variations in shape and colour. Wolfboy leans forward and strokes a black guitar like itâs a thoroughbred horse. It rocks lightly on its hook. Is it possible to be jealous of a guitar?
âA 1957 Gibson Les Paul Custom. Isnât she beautiful?â
She looks like a guitar to me. A black guitar with strings and the things that hold the strings in place, and those knobby bits at the end of the neck. I watch Wolfboy look at the guitar, his yearning painted all over his face. Itâs pretty adorable, even though Iâd prefer he look at me like that instead.
âWell, letâs buy it. Weâre here to spend money, arenât we?â
âI already have a guitar.â
âYeah, but you donât have that guitar. How much do they go for?â
âNo.â Wolfboy turns away. âI donât deserve a guitar that good. I donât play well enough.â
âThatâs ridiculousââ I begin but Wolfboy holds his hand up in my face.
âNot everything is an opportunity for an argument, young lady.â
I slap his hand away, smiling at his teacher voice. I walk along the wall, stroking the instruments as I pass them.
âMaybe Iâll buy one and join your band.â
âCan you play the guitar?â
âThatâs not important, is it? Iâve got the right look for it.â
I stop at a collection of ukuleles. Thereâs an awesomely ridiculous hot-pink one thatâs only fifty dollars. I pluck it from the wall and strum experimentally. Wolfboy leans against a bin full of headphones with his arms crossed, expectant. I clear my throat.
I donât know any chords, so the sound Iâm making is admittedly terrible. But enthusiasm has got to count for something, right? I croon along to my discordant strumming, making the words up as I go.
Oh, Iâm so lonely in the night
Iâm so hairy
Thereâs no light
I got the Shyness blues
I wear high-heeled shoes
The moon shines so bright
Iâm so howly in the night
Time for the big finale. I thrash the ukulele for all itâs worth.
Pants! So! Tight!
End-less-night!
Aa-wooooooooh!
I attempt a howl but it comes out sounding more like a yodel. I compensate with some cock-rock thrusting and a few signs of the horns, before bowing.
Wolfboy claps slowly. He is devastatingly impressed, of course. More importantly, he seems to have forgotten all about the Ortolan business that got him so down in the first place. He is so sweet when he smiles. I want to see him do it more.
âIs that an original?â
I put the ukulele down and brush the hair off my face.
âOh no, thatâs a cover of one of yours. You didnât recognise it?â
We grin at each other. I feel genuinely silly, not like earlier at the pub with Neil and Rosie when I was just doing a really good job of acting like I was having a good time. Wolfboy seems to like me acting the fool. Thatâs good. Iâm no stand-there-and-look-pretty kind of girl, and Iâm not interested in anyone who wants that.
âSo am I in? Do I make the cut?â
âYou can be in my band any day. But weâd better get a move on, before Sebastien throws us out for being drunk and disorderly.â
Sebastien glances up as we approach his desk. He doesnât give any sign that heâs heard anything. Out