I could have enough money to adopt a dog by the end of the summer. And Iâll be showing more responsibility.
âSure,â I say. â Iâll do it.â
A few hours later I find out how Libby feels about this new arrangement.
âThis sucks, Mom!â I hear her shout downstairs. Their windows are open, like ours, because itâs so hot. I had no idea Libby even had a loud setting.
Soleil says something I canât make out.
âBut he doesnât like me. He thinks Iâm a loser.â
âNo, he doesnât. Iâm sure he thinks youâre wonderful.â
âNot wonderful, Mom. And I donât need to be babysat.â
âItâs not babysitting,â Soleil says.
I lean out my window to hear better.
âAre you paying him?â Libby asks.
âThatâs not the point. You canât go back to camp and I canât leave you alone. Thatâs the end of it.â
â
He
stays alone all day. Why canât I?â
âDoesnât it seem a little silly to have both of you alone but in the same house? Libby, there is no negotiation here.â
âI canât believe this.â A door slams. Her bedroom door.
âLib.â
I can hear Soleil knocking on the door. âLib, open up. I just donât want it to be like last time, okay? Iâm trying toprotect you.â
I donât hear the door open and Soleil doesnât say anything else.
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j, thatâs a crazy story about the dog. maybe you can keep it if no one owns it. did you mean you walk him at night? must be awesome to explore in the dark. hope you donât get mugged lol! france is definitely great â by france I mean girls. iâll fill you in when iâm home.
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My mom sits on the couch, shelling peanuts into a bowl, as I tell her what the kids have been calling me at school
. Nobody wants to play, and nobody wants to be Nobodyâs friend!
She hands me a peanut and it grows in my palm until itâs an apple. Another weird dream. I take a bite
. Theyâre just kids,
she says
. They have no idea how great you are. Just hang around people who do.
I want to tell her that hanging around my parents all the time isnât a lot of fun, but I donât want to hurt her feelings. She reaches out to touch my face
.
The shriek of my alarm makes me bolt out of sleep. Midnight. I slam the snooze button and look out the window. The dogâs not there.
I stand with my head out of the window for twenty minutes, listening to every little sound on the street. A few cars drive by. A cat screeches behind someoneâs house. A waft of skunk hits my nose and makes me want to gag. Maybe the cat gotsprayed. You have to watch it around here with skunks.
Twenty-five minutes and the dog still hasnât shown up. I start to get the feeling heâs not coming. Maybe he roams a different place every night. Maybe he got locked inside. Then a thought hits me: maybe he got picked up by the pound. I think about turning on my computer to look up the poundâs number, but just then I see a shape moving on the other side of the street.
Itâs him.
My chest tightens as I hold my breath â a flash of memory runs across my brain so fast I canât chase it. This dog definitely triggers something. I scramble for my hoodie. J is back and ready to go.
The air is a little cooler than last night so Iâm glad I brought a tuque. I sneak behind the neighboursâ bushes so thereâs less chance to be seen. The dog waits on the sidewalk, his tail wagging. Itâs a bigger wag than last time and I take that to mean he remembers last night. Itâs almost like heâs picked me â Iâm the winner.
âGood to see you too,â I say, and squat down beside him. He comes close and sniffs my hand. I stroke his back, feel the layers of thick fur. He lets me pet him for a minute but then he trots away, like heâs saying,
Come on,