Portugal.â
âIt doesnât have to be real estate. Iâd do just about anything, actually.â
âDan Trenton at the post office needs an assistant,â Lucy suggested, and Claire couldnât keep herself from grimacing.
âIâve already tried the post office,â she said. âDan Trenton wasnât too impressed with me, Iâm afraid.â
âOh, Danâs a big softy really,â Lucy said, and Rachel snorted. âYou should try again. He could use a little company in the shop.â
âYou seem to know everyone, for only having been here six months,â Claire said.
âThatâs Lucy for you,â Abby chimed in. âSheâs the friendliest person I know.â
Lucy blushed and smiled and Rachel rose from the table. âRight, more wine,â she announced. âWhile thereâs time.â She gave Claire a goodbye type of smile, and Claire murmured something about how nice it was to see her again. Even though it wasnât.
She watched Rachel head over to the bar and wondered just what it was about her that bothered Rachel so much. Theyâd been friends once, even if theyâd stopped in Year Six. There had never been a falling-out, no big argument or tears or tantrums. Just a casual, gradual drifting away, but Claire supposed that was natural. Theyâd been very different, and theyâd been heading to different secondary schools. Still, it made her sad, both then and now.
âRachel can be a bit prickly,â Lucy said. âSheâs got a lot on.â
Claire turned back to Lucy. âHas she?â
âWith her mother bedridden and her younger sisters . . . Rachel manages everyone, and she works like a devil.â Lucy glanced at Rachel thoughtfully; she was leaning against the bar, chatting with Rob with a look of almost fervent determination on her face. âShe wasnât on top form tonight, though.â
âI think that was because of me.â Lucy and Abby turned to stare at her in surprise, and Claire explained, âWe were friends in primary school, a long time ago. But I think I annoy her now.â
âNo,â Lucy protested, but she sounded unconvinced.
âThanks for inviting me,â Claire said, and made her way through the tables to the door. As she was reaching for the handle, she glanced back at Rachel and felt a jolt of uneasy surprise to see Rachel gazing back at her. She started to smile, but Rachel simply moved her gaze on, as if she hadnât seen her at all.
Early the next morning she woke to the phone ringing shrilly, clicking over to voice mail, and then ringing ahead. With a groan Claire reached for the receiver by her bed and managed a groggy hello.
âClaire
.
â
Her motherâs voice was breathy, melodramatic, and made her wince. âDo you
know
how many times Iâve called you?â
âFive?â Claire answered. Five voice mails on her mobile that sheâd deleted.
âDo you realize how
worried
weâve been about you?â Marie demanded. âWe were expecting you
here
. We sent a
car
.â Her mother always spoke in accusing italics.
Claire rolled over onto her back and stared at the ceiling. Sunlight filtered through the curtains, and in the distance she could hear the train coming into the village, clattering across the tracks.
âIâm sorry, Mum,â she said, âbut I didnât want to come to London. I needed a little space.â
âDr. Bryson said you shouldnât be alone.â
âFor heavenâs sake, Iâm not suicidal.â
âClaire.â As usual whenever Claire dared to raise her voice, her mother sounded shocked and so very disappointed. âWeâre
concerned
. We want to
help
you.â
âI know. I appreciate that.â She took a deep, even breath. âIâm sorry.â
âDaddyâs sending a car to get you,â Marie informed her briskly.