We wouldnât even have to move from city to city for Momâs movies anymore. She could just use the Door Trek system to travel the country. But mymom would never go for that. If I told her the truth about EAS, she would only see that world as a place where the Pied Piper kidnapped children, wolves invaded Golden Gate Park, and the Snow Queen tried to kill me for having some sort of freaky destinyânot the place with easy magic transport.
When Amy came back carrying a red folder decorated with a silver door, I knew what Mom was going to say next: âYou wouldnât need to go to EAS anymore.â That was putting it in a nice way. Staying in San Francisco meant she never wanted me to go back to EAS again.
âYou could join the soccer team,â Amy added.
I had been into soccerâbefore sword training took over my free time. They still thought I was the same as Iâd been at eleven, but so much had changed since then. They didnât know me at all anymore.
âAnd Iâve been looking at houses!â Mom reached across the table and opened the folder. Inside was a stack of glossy flyers. She pushed one in front of me. âThis condo isnât even that far from here. Four bedrooms! I thought we could go to the open house on Sunday.â
Then I understood. The grocery store incident hadnât caused this conversation. It had just given Mom the excuse to bring it up. âYouâve been thinking about this for a while.â
âYes.â Mom hesitated. âSince Februaryâwhen your dad told you about, um, his news.â
Dadâs news had been big. Iâd known that it was going to be something major as soon as he called. He never called me unless we set up a phone date ahead of time. He also didnât normally waste long seconds taking deep breaths that whistled over the mouthpiece.
Then heâd said, âGuess what? Brieâs going to have a baby!â
I had been so surprised at first. I think Iâd only said, âHuh?â
Dad hadnât noticed. âThis summer. This June . Thatâs what the doctor said. Youâre the first person we called. We havenât even told Brieâs parents yet.â
âCool.â I tried to remember what I was supposed to say. âI mean, congratulations.â
âThanks. Thank you. Iâm justâIâm overwhelmed, you know?â Dadâs voice had gone all crackly, which meant heâd either had a bad connection or heâd gotten choked up. âHold on. Iâm going to pass the phone to your stepmother. She wants to talk to you.â
Brie hadnât been able to contain herself either. âWe donât know if the babyâs a boy or a girl yet, but we are so excited. And scared, to be totally honest. Rory, I need to ask you something.â
âOkay,â Iâd said, still reeling.
âI want you to think about what kind of big sister you want to be,â Brie had said. âBecause I think it would be fantasticâand your dad thinks this tooâif you were really involved. I just know that your little brother or sister is going to love you. I want you guys to meet right away. Maybe you could come down for the birth? What do you think?â
Iâd thought, I really need to get off the phone , but I hadnât said that. I donât remember what Iâd said. I just remember what happened after Iâd hung up.
I had burst into tears, run upstairs into my bedroom, and slammed the door.
That had led to a few late-night phone conferences between my parents on the how is Rory handling the baby news? question. They didnât know Iâd overheard them, but it was hard to ignore my parents working together without shouting.
What Mom and Dad didnât know was that after Iâd locked myself in my room, Iâd called Lena on my M3 and told her. Sheâd understood why Iâd freaked. This was yet another way my life paralleled the