I did.
âYou in college?â he asked finally.
âGraduating high school,â I answered, avoiding eye contact. I didnât want to encourage small talk with this guy.
âGraduation, huh? Big plans for the future?â
I rolled my eyes. Like he cared. âI suppose. Iâm looking forward to finishing school and some new possibilities.â
âOh?â He raised his eyebrows. âAnd what are those?â
I shrugged, confused by his interest. âIâm not exactly sure yet, but I like the idea of a future I can take one day at a time and, I donât know, live each day to the fullest, I guess.â
He nodded, his gaze moving down to my cast. âSo whatâd you do?â
I cringed, shaking my head at myself. âTripped on the subway steps.â
âIt happens.â
âNot to me it doesnât,â I said without thinking.
He gave me an odd look.
âI mean, I just . . . Iâve never broken anything before.â
He was still staring at me curiously, but thank God we hit the dry cleanerâs and he stopped asking questions. He didnât speak again until we were back out of the shop, when he insisted on carrying the white coats wrapped in plastic.
âThanks,â I said, trying to stop my gaze from travel-ing below his rolled-up shirt sleeves, where his forearms flexed as he gripped the hangers. He wasnât super built or anythingâif anything he was leanâbut everything was just . . . annoyingly nice to look at.
I cleared my throat. âSo you work at the hospital then? You a doctor or something?â
He didnât look like the doctor typeâdark jeans, black shirt, and overgrown dark hair curling at the endsâbut you never knew.
âOr something,â he said wryly, shooting me a look as if he knew exactly where Iâd pegged him. âYour mom owns the drugstore?â
We went into Starbucksâthankfully no lineâand I ordered Mom and Denise their usual caramel lattes. âNope. She just manages it.â
âSurprised Iâve never seen you before. I used to go there every week.â
I remembered what Denise had said about the Monday prescriptions. âIâm at school on Mondays. For one more week anyway.â
Ethan nodded. After Iâd paid for the coffees I turned and caught him staring at me with the same odd look on his face before he quickly glanced away.
âHere, Iâll carry one,â he offered.
I loaded one on top of the other and lifted them easily in my good hand. âIâve got it,â I said, heading for the door.
As we neared the drugstore I tried not to pick up the pace. I knew that if he was going to say something it would be now. But we made it all the way inside without so much as a: âI read your notebook. Thatâs some messed-up stuff in there.â And once the coffees had been handed out and dry cleaning hung on the rack, Ethan collected his pile of drugs, loaded them in his bag, and left with barely a nod in my direction.
I busied myself restocking shelves and made a point of
not
thinking about Ethanâevery single time his curvy lips and muscly forearms crept their way into my mind.
Mom let me go just before two, which was perfect timing to make my appointment. I headed straight for the hairdressers, forbidden excitement bubbling up inside almost as much as the fear that I was about to make a very big mistake. And pay for it . . . in another world.
âWhat do you want to do?â the hairdresser asked, chewing on gum and holding out my long dreary hair.
I swallowed, watching in the mirror as her fingers combed through my hair. âCan you just make it look good? You can cut off as much as you want, and color it too. Darker.â
She looked at me like I was an unwrapped Christmas present. âI can do anything?â
I hesitated. âAs long as you didnât know me and hate me in a past life, yeah. I . . . Iâve