backyard. A set of wind chimes hanging off the back of the house swayed into motion, their ethereal song dancing through the darkness.
âItâs not only a totally different situation,â Joel finally said. âIâm a totally different person now.â
âJust tread carefully, my man. If you feel a sense of duty to look into this for your friend or his kid or whatever, I get itâI doâbut itâs not worth losing what you have. Itâs not worth losing Taylor. Itâs not worth losing you . No matter what happens, you remember that. Then get back here safe and sound. And donât be gone longer than your vacation. I donât want to have to fire your sorry ass, but I will because Iâm an insufferable douche. Besides, weâve got work to do, dinners to have, poker games to play, you hear me?â
âWith your softly melodic voice itâs virtually impossible not to.â
âSide-splitting. Anyway, if you need anythingââ
âYouâll be the first one I call. And seriously, thanks.â
Billy clamped a beefy hand on Joelâs shoulder. âYou know Taylor still expects me to talk you out of this, right?â
âIâm sure sheâs hoping.â
âLie and tell her I did my best, okay?â
âSure.â Joel felt himself smile. âThereâs a good chance sheâll corner you before the nightâs over, though, probably try to get you to take another run at me.â
âIâll be ready. Iâm not afraid of her.â Billy took another hard drag on his cigarette, dropped it to the ground and stepped on it. âActually, yes I am.â
âCome on,â Joel said, cocking his head toward the house. âWe better get back in there before she thinks weâre out here scheming.â
âYeah, I donât want her drinking the rest of my wine.â
âTrust me, that wine could not possibly be in less danger.â
âHey, whatâs sexier than a big ole gallon box of three-dollar wine?â
âLiterally every other thing in the universe.â
Laughing, they returned to the house, and much as Joel tried to convince himself to enjoy the eveningâas he knew it would be the last time heâd have the opportunity to do so for some timeâhe realized he was simply whistling past a graveyard. For now, heâd escape the night for the warmth, safety and clarifying light of their home.
But the darkness was rising, and soon, heâd be walking right into it.
Chapter Six
In the quiet house heâd called home for so long, memories crashed like waves, reminding him that the life heâd built and worked so hard to obtain had saved him, cleansed him from the madness and the wolves that even then crouched drooling just outside his door, biding their time until more flesh could be ripped from bone. The slaughter, thatâs what they lived for, the thrill of the hunt and the joy of the kill. For Joel, existence was far more complicated.
Survival was only the beginning.
All those years before, sitting in the Melloâs home, he watches as her parentsâa devastated middle-aged coupleâhuddle together in the limited light of their small apartment. On the television a VHS tape plays. In broken English, Cindyâs father explains he had it transferred from film not long before her death. It shows a little girl, his little girl, the little girl their daughter Cindy used to be.
âThis was our first summer after we left Portugal,â he explains, the words catching in his throat as his bloodshot eyes fill with tears. âYou have to see, youâyou have to see who my little girl was. Myâ¦my babyâ¦â
Joel nods, frozen in place in the corner of the room.
A little girl runs along wet beach sand in her bare feet, a small plastic bucket in one hand. All pigtails and big brown eyes, Cindy joins her father at the sand castle theyâre building