surprised. What’d
you think? That I’d dump you for being queer? Is that what you
think of me?”
“I’m sorry,” Gavin said, holding up his hands passively.
Hearing it from Charlie was something everyone, Gavin included,
usualy avoided, but he stil couldn’t fight his smile. “It’s just nice to
know. Thank you. It means a lot.”
know. Thank you. It means a lot.”
“Whatever,” Charlie said dismissively, though his cheeks
were suspiciously pink and a reluctant smile lightened his gruff
features. He reached over, jamming a finger against the bil. “But
you’re paying. It’s the least you can do for not teling me. That little
faux pas is gonna cost me more than I wanna pay to get laid.”
The good mood was back, making Gavin’s cheeks hurt from
the force it took to try and fight against smiling like an idiot as he
took out his credit card and happily paid for lunch.
* * * *
Brad stood at the door to his apartment, working the key into
the lock and thinking about the one-eighty his life had taken. The
last time he’d stood outside this door tired from a long shift, he’d
been dreading facing Gavin.
Now he couldn’t wait to see him.
As it was the last time, the keys suddenly slid through his
palm when the door was jerked open, revealing a bare-chested
Gavin in the doorway. Brad couldn’t help but tilt his head and
openly admire Gavin’s muscular chest and arms. His black sweats
hung low on his hips, showing off washboard abs and a thin happy
trail that pointed to something Brad had been fantasizing about since
he left the haven of their apartment for the real world. Tired or not,
Brad got hard almost instantly.
“Christ, you make sweats look good.” Brad sighed as he
walked into the apartment. This was new to him, the rabid hunger
for more when usualy he grew uninterested as soon as things
started to feel serious. He dropped his bag right there on the floor
and reached for Gavin. “Now I can congratulate you in person for
getting released to go back to work.”
“Huge relief,” Gavin agreed with a smile.
Gavin’s hand fel to Brad’s bicep and squeezed it through the
cotton material of his Tampa Fire Rescue T-shirt. Brad responded
by kissing him. He pushed his tongue into Gavin’s mouth, drinking
him in. They melded into each other as Brad blindly kicked behind
him to push the door closed and then fel back against the wood.
Gavin stood on his toes, his fingers in Brad’s hair. Brad used the
door to keep himself on his feet, because the way Gavin moved
against him, straddling one of Brad’s thighs, rubbing against it in raw
desperation, had his vision tinged red with lust.
Gavin’s hands went from clutching Brad’s hair to tugging at
the colar of Brad’s shirt. They puled away long enough for Brad to
toss his shirt aside. They both groaned when Gavin fel back into
him, broad, muscled chests meeting as their kisses became wild and
frantic once more.
Brad reversed their positions. He pushed Gavin against the
door and cupped his ass, relishing the feel of Gavin’s bare skin and
wel-honed body against his. The ache was back, and Brad should
have been floundering from the surge of emotion as they kissed like
eager teenagers. Brad fucked often, but he hadn’t had a steady
relationship since he was young. Before Gavin he had mentaly
prepared himself to die alone. Now he wondered if he dare dream
the dream cantankerous, gay firefighters should never dream.
Maybe he wouldn’t die old and alone. Maybe Gavin could love him
enough to put up with al his bulshit in old age.
Brad puled away. He cupped Gavin’s chin, his thumb
rubbing over red, swolen lips. “How ’bout a celebratory blowjob?”
he asked rather than express his real feelings, because sex was a
language he was comfortable speaking. “I know you were stressed
about the investigation. I’m happy it’s over.”
“God, me too.” Gavin’s fingers threaded back in Brad’s