faerie anywhere, especially on their turf. Youâll never get out again.
Nonplussed, he drank it himself. I racked my brain forwhat to do without my voice. Then, idiot that I was, I realized I still had Tasey and the knife. I was clutching them both so hard my hands ached. Glad my actions were hidden by the couch, I put Tasey awayânot any good for more than a few seconds with faeries. With a hand free, I pushed the panic button again. I had no idea where we were, but really, really hoped it was somewhere Lish could send a retrieval.
âArenât you tired of being cold?â he asked, trying to draw me in. âCold and alone. You donât have to be. Our time grows short.â His eyes were pools of amber, deep and eternal. Pools you could drown in. âDance with me again.â
I squeezed my eyes shut. He was right. I was tired. I had been alone my whole life. The foster homes, the Centerâwhat was the difference? Why was I resisting him? I felt his hand on mine; he was so warm. The heat started to spread up my arm, slow and insistent. Why not give him my heart, my soul? No one else wanted them.
He could feel my surrender and pulled me close. âThere is no one else for you, my love. Let me fill you.â There was no one else for me. I opened my eyes and looked into Rethâs golden onesâand the image of other eyes, eyes as clear as water, flooded into my memory. Why I thought of Lend right then I have no idea, but it was enough to pull me back. I lifted the silver knife and held it between us like a talisman.
Reth looked surprised, then angry. âWhat are youdoing, child?â He hadnât let go of my other hand, but I resisted the warmth. It was barely past my shoulder, now slowing. âDonât you know what Iâm trying to give to you?â
I shoved the flat of the blade against his chest and he let go of my hand, backing up a step. Iron is the best against faeries, but they arenât fans of silver, either. âEnough,â I mouthed, pointing to my neck. Glaring, he flicked his hand and my throat tingled.
âWhy are you fighting this?â
âBecause youâre a lunatic! I donât want this! I donât belong to you! I never will!â
A half smile twisted his perfect face. âYouâre wrong.â
âWell, Iâve got a silver knife that begs to differ. Nowââ
âTake you home?â
I nodded.
His smile spread. âThat wasnât a command, and youâve got to sleep sometime.â Before I could command him to take me home he disappeared, his silvery laugh lingering in the absence.
I was starting to miss the vampires.
FAERLY STUPID
I screamed for him to come back, then sat heavily on one of the couches. He was right. I was exhausted from not sleeping last night plus a very full day and rather stressful evening. And if I fell asleep, I couldnât hang on to the knife. And if I couldnât hang on to the knifeâ¦
It was a problem. I didnât know what he was trying to do to me, and I didnât want to find out.
Not surprisingly, there was no signal on my communicator. I didnât even know if I was technically on the planet anymore. The Faerie Realms coexist with ours, but cross time and space and all sorts of other boring and weirdphysics things that I never cared about before now. I added Faerie Realms and knife fighting on my list of things to pay more attention to.
I could call for him using his real name again, and heâd have to come. But that worked out so well before. The phrasing I used still killed me. I need you? The way I figured it, he took that as the command and would now fill what he thought my need for him was. If I called him back and negated my command before he took my voice again, there was no telling how he would interpret it. If you give a faerie conflicting commands, they canât fill them and therefore come up with something completely different (and
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