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    I stared at her for several seconds. She was beautiful, inside and out. She had no idea how much I loved spending time with her. She’s the first female, hell the first person in my life who genuinely cared about me. And here I was getting ready to fuck her, literally and figuratively.
    She’ll never be yours, Brad. Just get it over with. The guys are headed over here.
    Shit, Stewart’s right. You’re a Smurffucker.
    “Oh yeah. The sequins, the jazz hands, the tights. It’s what I live for,” I joked.
    “I apologize for mocking your dream.”
    “I am very hurt and offended. But I can think of twenty-five ways you can make it up to me, Wait, twenty-five and a half ways.” I shot her a wink.
    I dipped down close to her lips, but didn’t kiss her. She got the message and grabbed the back of my neck, lifting her lips to meet mine. I shifted my body, lying down beside her, using my elbow for support.
    As our lips connected, she ran her hands over my abs and up my chest, until they found their way into my hair. The feel of her hand touching my bare skin sent shivers through me and caused my dick to strain against my jeans. I moaned into her mouth several times.
    The music stopped, replaced by heavy breathing and moans. Time was running out. I had to make my big move. “I really like you, Amanda,” I said between kisses.
    “I really like you too,” she said between moans.
    I cupped the side of her face and pulled my lips from hers, sucking on her bottom lip as I broke away. Looking down at her, I whispered, “You’re special to me.” I hoped she would see the sincerity in my eyes. She was so special to me.
    I’m sorry I’m a ball-less prick.
    “There’s more to you than what you let people see,” she whispered.
    No there isn’t. I’m a low-life just like my parents.
    “God, I want you so bad,” I whispered against her lips.
    “You have me. I think of us as close friends.”
    Chuckling, I said, “You’re so damn adorable.” I paused for a moment. “I want to be with you.”
    More than you’ll ever know.
    I placed light kisses along her jaw, talking in between. “Amanda, you’re so beautiful and sweet.” My lips headed toward her neck. “…and hot.” I moved to below her ear. “I’m going to explode if I don’t get inside of you soon.” I nipped at her earlobe, and then returned to her lips.
    My hand slid down to her tits. Her nipples were standing at attention as my thumb ran over them. She wanted me as much as I wanted her. A part of me wanted her to put a stop to this right now, but she didn’t say a word. She didn’t resist in any way, so I stayed the course. Slowly, I nibbled across her jaw again. In a low gravelly voice, I said, “Take your shirt and bra off. I need to get my mouth on your gorgeous tits.”
    She did as she was told. My hand moved to her back, unclasping her bra. I slid the straps down her arms and off. Looking down at her exposed body took my breath away.
    “Fuck, you’re gorgeous,” I panted. Not being able to wait any longer, my mouth descended on one of her nipples.
    I moved my hand down, landing on the button of her jeans. I freed the button and slowly pulled the zipper down. I wanted to give her another chance to stop me. Her hand flew to the top of my hand. This was it. This wasn’t happening today. I stopped and looked at her, hoping to convey how much I actually cared for her. Just when I thought she was going to pull away, she gave me a slight smile and moved her hand, giving me permission.
    I nibbled, sucked, and licked my way down her body. All of a sudden, I felt her tense up. “Maybe we should stop. I mean you’re… um… we’re not alone,” she said, her voice raspy and sexy as hell.
    “It’s okay. No one will bother us.” I felt a shiver run through her body as I licked my way down to her hips.
    Sitting between her legs, resting back on my heels, I grabbed the waistband of her jeans and slid them off. I bent down and kissed her inner