too hard to be strong, to be wise, to protect herself.
âAny suggestions for breakfast?â His question jolted her back to the present and she suspected heâd read her mind.
âWhere are you staying?â
He shrugged. âI donât have a place yet. I came here right from the airport. Apparently there was an accident on the freeway and it took me longer than I thought.â
Ah, she knew about that. One accident on an Atlanta freeway and everyone was stalled for hours. âThereâs a hotel around the corner,â she suggested.
âThank you,â he said solemnly.
She nodded. âYou have a car?â
âYes.â
âGo to the intersection, turn right. Itâs two blocks on the left.â
âAnd breakfast?â
âThereâs a restaurant next door. Iâll meet you at eight.â
âThank you, Miss Clayton.â
She smiled for the first time. âJessie,â she said.
Jessie searched the web for information on Sedona. Beside the computer were several books sheâd located at the store before leaving. One was a travel guide of Arizona. The others came from the American West history section. There was an advantage of being part owner of a bookstore.
There was very little about the Sedona area in the history books. It had been settled fairly late in the 1800s by white settlers, though it had a long and rich history with early Indians and then later with Apaches and Yavapai.
Ben whined for attention, something he seldom did. Usually, he was content with just her company. It was as if he knew something was puzzling her, that all was not normal with their usually complacent life.
âIâm becoming obsessed,â she told him.
He licked her, telling her that obsession was just fine as long as it didnât interfere with him.
She turned the computer off and stood, going over to the fireplace and the mantel. She touched one of the carousel horses, the first of her collection. As a child, sheâd saved for the longest time to buy it, though it was an inexpensive imitation. But that hadnât mattered to her.
â But Daddy, I want to ride the merry-go-round .â
Her father sighed. âWe donât have time, Jessica. Now stop whining .â
But she wanted it badly enough to pull on his hand. âPlease .â
â Dammit, I have to look at the horses for Mr. Daley. Donât be a baby .â
â But Daddy â¦â
He turned then, fury on his face. He bent down and slapped her bottom so hard she could barely keep from yelling .
He pulled her along then as she looked back at the children being put on horses by their daddies and wanted ⦠oh how she wanted â¦
Sheâd never had that ride, but the dream stayed in her mind, and when sheâd seen a carousel horse in a store, sheâd very carefully saved every penny she had, the nickels and dimes that people around the track gave her. And sheâd bought her own horse. Later, as an adult, she started collecting originals. She wondered once what a psychologist would think. Was she subconsciously reliving painful memories or triumphing over them?
Later, of course, sheâd learned to ride. Her father hadnât taught her. An exercise boy had. It was the one time she remembered pleasing her father, the first time he had watched her ride around the track at twelve. He said she had a natural seat and good hands, and eventually sheâd become an exercise girl herself.
Jessie replaced the horse on the mantel, and the memories in the attic of her mind. Too much had been dredged up today. Too many emotions. Too many memories.
She thought about Alex Kelley. She sensed there was much he had not told her, that he had picked carefully through information for what he wanted to say.
Sedona. She tried the sound on her tongue. Should it ring bells? Had her father ever let the name slip from his lips?
One of five brothers. And one brother died the day