sparkle in her eyes. âI think youâre getting the idea.â
âOooh,â I croon. âIâm liking this. A lot.â
âSo now,â Stella says, âyou just have to figure out which trait to give Rachel that would mess her up. And not hurt you.â
âRight! Okay. Letâs see. Rachel is a snob. Sheâs shallow. She doesnât care about anyone but herself. Sheâll do whatever it takes to get what she wants. Sheâs a drama queen, and she thinks sheâs all that. And sheâs sneaky.â
âSounds pretty bad,â Stella says. âIâm surprised she has any friends.â
âMe too,â I say.
âSo how can you change her enough to make a difference?â
âI donât know. Iâd probably have to do, like, fifty spells to totally whack her,â I say.
Stella laughs. âMaybe. But for now, whatâs one thing you could do that would get her in trouble?â
âThis is hard,â I whine.
âI told you it was tricky,â Stella says. âBut it can be done. My Baba said itâs important to think about the other personâs higher self.â
âIâm not getting that part,â I say.
âThe higher self is like the personâs life force, or their spirit. All life is supposed to be naturally in tune with all other life. So when people are mean or evil, itâs not their spirit thatâs doing it. Itâs just their ignorance.â
I blink at her. âReally?â
She nods vigorously. âReally. Even people like Rachel have a life force.â
âWell, yeah,â I say. âIf she didnât, sheâd be dead.â
Stella tilts her head and says, âActually, just her body would be dead. Her spirit would live on in another realm.â
I hear the sound of the front door opening, and Mom calls, âLizzie? Are you home?â
âGreat,â I say. âJust great. I totally forgot I was going to ask my mom to get me out of the country. Only now, if I show her these pathetic zits, she wonât believe theyâre a big deal, will she?â I glare at Stella. âI thought we were going to finish getting rid of my zits here?â
Stella sighs. âTell you what. You meditate for a while, and then Iâll come back over later and weâll see what we can do.â
âStella?â
âYeah?â
âI have no idea how to meditate,â I say. âIâm not even sure what that is. Does it have something to do with yoga?â
âLizzie?â Mom calls.
âJust a minute,â I yell back.
âYoga?â Stella asks.
âMy mom did yoga,â I say, âand she said something about meditating at class. I donât know any yoga.â
Stella says, âI donât know about yoga, but all I do when I meditate is breathe and focus on high thoughts.â
âYouâre kidding, right?â I ask.
Stella shakes her head.
âAll righty, then,â I say. âI guess weâll see what we can do later.â
As soon as Stella is out the door, I say to my mom, âI need to go to a dermatologist. Now. Itâs an emergency.â
Mom laughs. âLizzie, dear, your blemishes are perfectly normal. Theyâre caused by hormones. Donât worry, theyâll probably be gone within a few days, a week at most.â
Omigod. She is so cold. She used to love me. I go back to my room and put on the purple hat. It does hide the zits. And it doesnât look too bad. It actually has some style with its flirty little brim and a small lilac flower on one side. I wonder where Stellaâs baba gets her hats?
chapter ten
When Stella shows up later, I ask her about the hats.
âI think Baba gets them at the Thrift Store,â Stella says.
âYou mean, theyâre
used
?â I ask.
âProbably.â She shrugs. âSo how did the meditation go?â
âOh, that,â I say. âI