in a tank top and jeans when I come back to my room.
Matt is sprawled across my bed on his stomach with my earbuds in, scanning through the menu on my iPod. He lifts his head and grins at me, then starts thrashing his head up and down, sandy curls flying, to the beat of the music only he can hear. âIn my next life, Iâm going to be a rock star!â he yells.
I rush over and yank the earphones out of his ears. âShhh! You want the whole world to hear you?â
His lips purse and his eyes widen. âOops.â
I crack a smile as I realize what he said. âIn your next life?â
âYeah.â
âYou get another life?â I say, sitting next to him on the bed.
âNo. Not in the real sense, anyway. But when Iâm done with my gig as guardian, maybe Iâll start a rock band.â
âThere are rock bands in Heaven?â I say, trying to picture it. âThat doesnât sound like the âchoirs of angelsâ that they talk about at church.â
He snorts. âNo choirs.â
âSo the Heavenly refrain is more along the lines of âHighway to Hellâ?â I laugh, thinking about how Father OâDonnell would take that news. When I look back at Matt, heâs grinning at me. âWhat?â
âDo you remember when we tried to sell Maggie to the neighbors?â he says.
I laugh at the memory. ââCause we wanted a puppy, and Mom said to start saving our money.â
âAnd Mom made us go talk to Father Mahoney about itââ
âAnd he told us we werenât asking enough for her,â I finish for him, cracking up.
He rolls onto his back, laughing. Then he props up onto his elbows. His laughter fades, but his smile is bright. âFather Mahoney had the right idea. Heaven isnât nearly as stuff y as people are led to believe.â
I flop onto my back next to him and stare at the ceiling, wondering how things would have been now if Matt were still alive. Up till Mary moved out last month, I was the only sister without a roommate, because mine died. Even though Iâm sure Matt and I wouldnât be sharing a room anymore, I know heâd still be my best friend.
âIâve been thinking about this Sway thingâ¦.â I trail off, not sure how to continue.
âYeah, I saw that fight in the park last week. Nice job, sis.â He grins, and I want to punch him.
âYou know what? Just forget it.â
âSorry,â he says, but heâs still grinning. âSo what about it?â
I take a deep breath. âIf I turned Luc mortalââ
He rolls on his side and shoves my shoulder. âEveryone makes mistakes.â
I hear the laugh in his voice, and suddenly Iâm furious. I sit up on the bed and glare at him. âJesus, Matt! Iâm trying to be serious here.â
His eyes go wide and he draws back from me. âSorryâ¦â
âI want you to be mortal too,â I blurt. âI want you back.â
His eyes go wider and he sits up. He just stares at me for a long minute and neither of us says anything. Finally, he starts to shake his head. âNo, Frannie. Itâs too late for that. I have a job now.â He scoots closer. âAn important one. And I couldnât go back to being your brother anyway. If I were mortal, Iâd have to start over again somewhere else. This way, at least I get to be with you.â Then a smile blooms on his face. âAnd being an angel has its perks.â
My heart sinks, but I know heâs right. âSo, this is as close to having you back as Iâm gonna get.â
âItâs not so bad. I can still give you wet willies,â he says, then licks his finger and sticks it in my ear.
I jump off the bed and grab a tissue from the box on the nightstand. âAww! Thatâs disgusting,â I say, wiping the spit off my ear.
âAngel spit has magical properties. You should keep that.â He