didnât want to worry them, so I told them she left town on the spur of the moment without telling me where she was going, and I need to reach her. I told them her phone must be on the blink. They hadnât seen or heard from her. The same with her friends. Itâs not like her. She would call somebody unless there was a reason. And the only reason I can think of is that sheâs with Akers and doesnât want to discuss it with anyone.
âYouâre working yourself into a hole on this,â says Herman.
âI donât know what else to do.â
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Chapter 10
A KER S FINALLY TURNED off the music in the car and asked Joselyn: âHowâd you sleep?â
âYou mean except for the trucks rolling through town all night and the occasional bedbug chewing on my leg?â
Buttonwillow sported an Olympic-Âclass truck stop, two small motels, and an oasis of gas stations. Miss it, and you might not get where youâre going. Highway Five through the Central Valley was an octane desert and had been since its completion in the late 1970s. There were long stretches between gas stations and even fewer places to eat.
âI warned you. You should have slept with me. Iâd have protected you from the bugs, and my biteâs not that bad.â
Joselyn didnât ask him how he slept because she knew. Twice during the night, he woke her up shouting in his sleep from the next room. The place had thin walls, but even if it had been solid concrete, she would have heard him. Then in the morning, on the way to the car, he turned back. He forgot something. He went back inside his room. Through the open door, Joselyn saw him lift the pillow off his bed and grab an unsheathed knife, a heavy seven-Âinch blade, what the military called a Ka-ÂBar. He slipped it into his backpack. She wondered if he was carrying a gun.
âHow about tonight maybe we share a room?â he said.
âYou donât quit, do you?â
âNo, and you want to know the truth? I donât think you want me to.â He looked over at her and gave her a full dental set, pearly whites. He hadnât shaved. The forest of even dark stubble gave his face a more rugged appearance if that was possible. âQuit, that is.â
âIf it makes you happy, you go on thinking that,â said Joselyn.
âI will.â
âIf anybody ever accuses you of lacking self-Âesteem, you just send them to me. Iâll set them straight,â she told him.
âThank you.â
âIt wasnât a compliment,â she said. âDoes the ego come with the turf?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean Âpeople who deal in death on a daily basis, dishing it out and risking it, sooner or later I suppose must develop a fairly strong God complex.â
âSo you think I look like Apollo?â
She gave him a smirk. âTell me, what does it feel like to kill someone?â
âDo you have anyone specific in mind?â
âStop it!â
âI mean, if you and Madriani had a fight, I can take care of him for you.â He was smiling.
âSeriously, Iâd just like to know. How do you deal with it?â
âI knew this was coming.â
âWhat?â
âAnalysis,â he said. âAre you a pro or is this amateur hour? If youâre a pro, I want to see your head-Âshrinking license.â
âSo you prefer not to talk about it,â said Joselyn.
âAs long as the right Âpeople get killed, I donât have any problem with it.â
âSome Âpeople get off on it,â said Joselyn.
âSome Âpeople might. I donât. Itâs a job. Has to be done.â
âHow may Âpeople have you killed?â
âToday? None.â He looked over at her and grinned. âBut then the day is young.â
âYou know what I mean. Over the course of your career? Do you know? Any idea of the number? Or do you just do what they
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