thought he was the man, and he needed to step up and clear up the mess that I was seeing before me.
At lunch, Cole came up to me and we sat down under a tree. We nibbled on ham sandwiches and chips, and drank Gatorade. Then I caught my boy looking at me like Iâd let him down.
âPerry, whatâs with you? We better do something. We got a game next weekend. If we keep playing the way we practicing, weâre gonna get beat like we stole something!â
âWhy you over here talking to me about it? I ainât the head coach. Go talk that mess to him,â I said as I pointed to Coach Robinson.
âHe coaches offense. Thatâs why Iâm talking to you. Shoot, the defense is tight! Yâall ainât score nothing on us, even in the scrimmage yesterday. Coach said something to you the first day, and you still trippinâ. But let me ask you this. You gonâ let him stop whatâs inside of you to do?â
âWhat you talking âbout, Cole?â
âIâm just saying, Perry, youâre a leader. And youâre being suppressed because of what somebody said to you. Coach Robinson ainât nobody. Donât let him ruin whatâs yours this season. Every team needs a leader. And you the man. Be it.â
âI couldnât have said it better myself, Cole,â Coach Robinson replied from behind us.
Cole was startled. âOh, Coach, Coach, Coach, Coach!â
My friend had his foot caught in his mouth, talking about our head coach and he was listening. I didnât care, though. I was glad the man heard that other players thought he wasnât all that.
âGive me ten laps while I talk to your boy,â he told Cole.
I questioned, âYou gonâ make him run laps because you stepped in on our private conversation?â
âIâm making him run âcause he looked a little slow out there in practice today. But you and I need to talk. Go âhead, Cole,â Coach Robinson said. My friend quickly jogged away.
âYou think I donât like you, huh?â Coach asked.
âI know you donât like me.â
âAnd that makes you real angry, like you donât wanna put forth no effort, right? Like youâre trying to punish me and do bad.â
âI ainât trying to punish nobody, Iâma do mine. You give the ball to me. Iâll make something happen with it. If you donât, then the rest of the world will know that your play calling is definitely questionable.â
âSo, as I said to you earlier in the week, it is about you, isnât it?â
âItâs really not about me, Coach, is it? Youâre the leader. This is yo thang. How come youâre not able to get the team looking any better?â
âI played on the highest level, Perry, and itâs not easy up there. I know youâre a smart kid, but to be great at anything in life, you gotta overcome obstacles. Even ones that are self-imposed.â
I didnât know what he was talking about then. But for the first time, it didnât seem like he was talking at me but talking to me. And for that, I kept listening.
âI said some tough things to you âcause I wanted you to step up and be a leader. But you stepped back. Instead of letting what I said challenge you, you let it take the air and wind outta your sail.â
Was he right? Did I let him make me less of who I was?
âIn reality, Perry, I am the one who calls the plays and makes the decisions. But this team needs both of us to succeed. You are a senior and you are a captain. Donât be passive. Do your job. Donât let any situation or anybody make you abandon it. Not even me. Youâre over here eating with only one player, while the rest of your team is over there trying to get a spark going. What are you going to do about it? We have a game in a week. I donât know if you want the NFL, but I know you want the state championship. I had a talk