been in the schoolâs weight room a lot over the summer, our paths had never crossed. Heâd invited me to his home for dinner, and had other team member meetings, but I missed them due to my trip to South Carolina and family vacations.
I got called into the coachâs office before I could even put on my pads. I wondered, What does he want with me right now?
âPerry Skky! Iâm excited that you could honor me with your presence,â Coach Robinson said sarcastically.
I sat down in a chair and said, âAll right, Coach. You gotta problem with me or somethinâ?â
I wanted to have respect for the man, but he didnât need to come at me like I was a chump player. The respect thing was a two-way street, and he needed to know that up front. I wasnât asking for first-class treatment, but he wasnât about to make me redeem my stripes again, either.
He stood up from behind his desk. He was a buff dude. He came on around, looked me straight in the eyes and boldly said, âI understand that you can be a flash player. A lot of colleges think you got unbelievable talent. âThrow the ball to Perry. He can make amazing things happen!â papers say. Well, on my offense, I call the plays. If I want you to get the ball, then, and only then, will you have it. I donât like showoffs. Iâm the coach here and I run the show, you understand?â
âNever questioned it. Is that all?â
What did he expect me to do? Get down on my hands and knees and worship him or somethinâ? Yeah, right. He could talk all that lame stuff. Iâd show him out there on the field that the team really did respect me.
Almost reading my mind he said, âIn order to be a leader, Perry, you gotta have the respect of your teammates.â
âI do, Coach.â
âI donât think so. Marlon Barksdale was in here all summer going on and on about how you think the game is all about you.â
âHeâs just hating.â
I mean, that was a joke to me. Marlon was on the other side of the field with my same position. He was just jealous that the ball mostly came to me. When he did get the ball into his hands, he let the team down, missing catch after catch.
In reality, he couldnât keep up with me on any level. Academically, he wasnât on the Principalâs List, making straight Aâs. Socially, none of the girls were after him. He really had it out for me because my girl was the one he had wanted so desperately. She wouldnât give him the time of day. Economically, his car looked like a broke-down Beetle, which could barely make it from point A to point B. And physically, he had nothing on me. He was a short receiver with sloppy hands, and he wasnât as quick as he needed to be.
Of course the guy was going to down me. Marlon couldnât beat me, and I didnât want him to join me. He was stupid and made dumb decisions. And in his mind, all he wanted to do was bring me down. But if the coach wanted to get on his bandwagon, fine with me.
âWhatever, Coach. I donât have the respect of the team, âcause you listen to Barksdale. All right, cool.â
âWell, you seem a little arrogant with me right now. Why should I think that youâre a humble guy?â
âCoach, youâre getting on me, and I donât even know you!â
âSo, why donât you make me wanna like you? Why are you making it so difficult?â
âI give off what I get, sir. Not trying to be difficult, just being real. I wonât give you any problems on the field. If you wanna give me the ball, itâs your call. Is that all, Coach?â
âFor now, Perry. Thatâs all.â
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I was so sorry in practice that first day. For the second and third day, I wasnât at full speed, either. Neither was the rest of the team. I wasnât showing any leadership. I wasnât trying to motivate them or correct them. Coach Robinson