find Andy, and I was really afraid of what theyâd find her doing. The best possibility, believe it or not, was that Byron was forcing her to do something she shouldnât. I remembered from law school that if you commit a crime âunder duress,â you can use that as a defense.
You know, an excuse.
In other words, you can say to the judge, âItâs not my fault! He made me do it!â and if youâre lucky, the judge will believe you and let you off.
Like I said, if youâre lucky.
But thereâs no counting on the judge believing you. Especially if youâre Andy. With our luck, sheâd get the judge she rolled her eyes at.
What I was really worried about was that Andy would get a taste of her old wild ways again and start liking them. I mean, sheâd given up smoking before. She made a big deal about how much better she felt and how much more money we had and how sheâd never smoke another butt ever again, so help me God. And, well, you know what happened with that. Why wouldnât she take up getting in trouble again? She obviously used to like it. She did it for years.
I didnât know much about her life on the street, and I knew why I didnât: Andy didnât want it getting out. Why would she? It was hard enough for her to pull off the âresponsible citizenâ act without everybody knowing about her juvie record.
God. I hated to think what kind of stuff she must have gotten into back then.
If I sicced the cops on Andy and they found her doing something illegal, our life would be ruined. If she got convicted of a crime, she could get kicked out of the legal profession. On top of everything, she could even be charged with abandoning me. âFailing to provide the necessaries of life for a minor child,â they call it. She used to joke about that when I was little. Iâd have a fit because she wouldnât buy me some action figure or some remote- control car we couldnât afford, and sheâd go, âWhat are you going to do, Cyril? Charge me? I hate to break it to you, kid, but under the law, Super Thunderwheel Mini SUVs arenât considered a ânecessary of life.ââ
It wasnât a joke this time. Unless Andy had a really good excuse for taking off, she could lose custody of me. For good.
Andy could lose me. She could lose her job. She could go to jail.
I had no other choice. I had to find her myself.
I got to school, and Mrs. Payzant asked where Iâd been. I said I had the flu. She said I still looked pale (No kidding). Was I feeling all right?
I said, no, and I meant it. She said I should go home then. There was a terrible bug going around. Her son had been in bed for ten days. Why didnât she call my mother at the office to come and get me?
I said that my mother didnât go in to the office today. She said that was good. Sheâd be able to look after me. I picked up my knapsack and left.
I couldnât believe how easy it was.
chapter
eighteen
Client-solicitor privilege
The responsibility of a lawyer to keep
confidential anything a client says to him or her
I went home. I checked the mailbox and picked up the news-paper at the front door. I reminded myself that I had to do that every day. I didnât want people thinking that anything had changed around here.
I scrunched up the note I left for Andy.
I checked the messages. Nothing.
I checked the kitchen cupboards. Nothing there either. I was going to get pretty hungry if Andy didnât show up soon. I had about four dollars left from my allowance and could probably scrounge up another two or three dollars in change if I checked all Andyâs pockets, but that was it.
Iâd worry about how I was going to survive later. What I needed to do right then was figure out where Andy and Byron were. I needed clues.
I ransacked the apartment, the bathroom, the living room, the bedrooms. There was lots there, but nothing that hadnât