admit her father made excellent pancakes. Unfortunately, she was no longer very hungry. She felt all churned up inside, as if she didnât know whether to cry or to burst out of the house shouting, My mother and father had a fight!
âPlease pass the butter.â Mrs. Quimby might have been speaking to a stranger.
âMay I please have the syrup?â Mr. Quimby asked politely.
âThe funniest thing happened at school,â said Beezus, and Ramona understood that her sister was anxious to start a conversation that would smooth things over and make their parents forget their quarrel, perhaps make them laugh.
After a moment of silence Mrs. Quimby said, âTell me.â
âYouâll never guess how a boy spelled relief in a spelling test,â said Beezus.
âHow?â asked Ramona to help the conversation along. Mr. Quimby silently served himself two more hot cakes.
âHe spelled it r-o-l-a-i-d-s ,â said Beezus, looking anxiously at her parents, who actually smiled.
Ramona did not smile. âBut the man on television spells relief that way. He said r-o-l-a-i-d-s spells relief . Iâve heard him.â
âSilly,â said Beezus, but this time she spoke with affection. âThatâs just a slogan. Relief is r-e-l-i-e-f .â
âOh.â Ramona was glad to know. Tabletalk sank back into silence while Ramona thought about spelling. Spelling was full of trapsâblends and silent letters and letters that sounded one way in one word and a different way in anotherâand having a man stand there on television fooling children was no help. She was glad she had a big sister who understood those things.
The evening was quiet. Mr. Quimby dozed in front of the television set. Mrs. Quimby took a shower and went to bed to read. Beezus did her homework in her room. Ramona tried to draw a monster eating a mouthful of people, but she could not make the picture on paper match the one in her imagination. Her monster looked as if he were eating paper dolls instead of real people. The house was unnaturally quiet. The television droned on. Both girls went to bed without being told.
Unhappy thoughts kept Ramona awake. What if her mother and father did not love one another anymore? What if they decided to get a divorce like her friend Davyâs parents? What would happen to her? Who would take care of her? Beezus was closer to being a grown-up, but what about Ramona? She wanted to cry but could not. She felt too tight inside to cry. Tears teetered on her eyelashes but would not give her the relief of falling.
Finally Ramona could stand her fear and loneliness no longer. She slipped out of bed and tiptoed into her sisterâs room.
âRamona?â Beezus too was awake.
âI canât go to sleep,â whispered Ramona.
âNeither can I,â said Beezus. âCome on, get in bed with me.â
This invitation was what Ramona had been hoping for. Gratefully she slipped beneath the covers and snuggled against her sister. âDo you think theyâll get a divorce?â she whispered. âThey wonât talk to each other.â
âOf course not,â said Beezus. âAt least I donât think so.â
âWho would take care of me if they did?â Ramona felt she had to have the answer from someone. âIâm still little.â Beezus, of course, was her motherâs girl, but what about Ramona?
Beezus seemed to be considering the question. âIâll try,â she said at last.
âYou arenât grown up enough,â said Ramona, nevertheless comforted. Beezus cared.
âI know,â admitted Beezus. âI read a book about a girl who took care of her brothers and sisters when their father died, but that was off in the mountains someplace where they all picked herbs and things. It wouldnât work in the city.â
âMother and Daddy wonât be dead.â Ramona was consoled by this knowledge.
Beezus
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