morning. Which is another of those things I wish Iâd never said.
â You could. Iâd rather sleep outside again.â Which is something I wish I hadnât heard Lily say.
âOr you never know  â if everything goes smoothly, we could even drive home and sleep in our own beds tonight,â said Scott.
Maybe it would have been better if nobody had said anything.
Thereâs still a small white drift of hail against the north edge of the shelter rock. The bottom stones are dirty, but the ones on top are ice-cube clean. My mouth is so happy it could make an ad:
When youâre lost and all alone
What you need is a good hailstone!
The lichens are still there too.
A terrarium seems like a pretty Lily and Scott arenât home safe, a pickle jar of moss is never going to make Mum smile.
Suddenly I canât help it  â I hate them, I hate them, I hate them!  â because six hours ago I was happy and excited to be so far up a mountain that lichens were the only plants, and now they make me feel like a fat black F on a spelling test. I kick those pretty golden cups right off the rock and stomp them into dust.
Iâm sending Mum an ESP message: Donât wait till Sunday! Call 911, get a search party, drive up and find us!
But Mumâs not a mountain climbing, rescuing sort of person. Sheâs more like a mum in a kidsâ book: she likes cooking, flowers and music  â and even though she used to whack in nails and fix things around the house before she married Scott, she just did it because she had to, not because she liked it. Sheâs too pretty and nice to be a hero.
About a year ago, the hot water heater in the basement burst. It wrecked the carpet, and the laundry cupboards got so soggy they fell apart. The landlord sent a carpenter to build new ones.
He came back about twenty times to make sure they were exactly right. Then, one night, Mum was making chili and cornbread. She always makes too much, so she asked him to stay for tea.
He stayed.
11
6:48 FRIDAY EVENING
Hereâs a list of all the things I donât want to see: bears, wolves, cougars, bobcats, coyotes, rattlesnakes  â and sunset.
I didnât know that sunset was on the list until the sky started turning red. Last night I loved the way the mountains turned different shades of purple, with the sky all pinky-gold behind them  â but scenery is only beautiful when youâre safe. Tonight sunset just means itâll be dark soon.
Iâve got to get to the truck first.
Itâs not like Iâve been dawdling. Iâve built three more little Inukshuks, but Iâve been going as fast as I Â can in between. And the faster I go the more I hurt. My body is nothing but a bunch of sore bits joined together.
Think about the parts that donât hurt.
Thatâs a shorter list than the things I donât want to see:
My eyelashes.
My right eye. (The left one got dust in it.)
My left ear.
The inside of my left elbow.
There must be somewhere else!
My hair.
And my front teeth. (The back ones feel like I Â chomped on a rock. I probably did!)
I donât know if this is the tree where we ate lunch, but itâs definitely a tree. Iâm glad to see it again now, and not just because it means Iâm about half way. Even skinny, deformed trees are friendlier than rocks.
Trees make shadows too, and shadows arenât so friendly. Shadows are tricky and twisty, and now I really wish I Â had my glasses because some of the shadows look like bears, and what if there are bears that look like shadows and I Â canât tell the difference?
The farther down I go the more trees there are and the longer their shadows are. The more shadows there are, the harder it is to follow the trail. Itâs not much of a trail anyway.
On the way up it didnât matter so much; we were going to get somewhere where we could see the summit. But the bottom of