Only the wizards might have known who he was, and they were all killed the night the Path fell. There might still be records in the temples, but the Emperor could do nothing against either of the temples of the Five Gods in Taela because there was nothing that connected themto the Path. In Redern, though, there is a temple ready to be searched.â
âWe searched it already,â Hennea said.
âDid you? I thought two tired Ravens went through and did their best to find all the Ordered gemstones and anything that might bring harm to villagers who might go exploring. Did you read all of Volisâs correspondence? Did you search for journals? Were you looking for a new Shadowed One?â He knew the answers to those questionsâshe did, too, because she didnât say anything.
âThen there are the Pathâs gemstones, also,â he murmured, trying hard to keep his triumph from showing. His relief. She was his to guard, as his family was his to guard. He could not have borne for them to be at risk and he not able to protect them all. He needed them to stay together. âSeraph will do her best to solve their secrets and free the Orders that are bound to the stones. She will not give them to youâI know her well enough to understand that she could never give that task to another, even if you do not. It matters too much to her.â And to you , he thought.
She bowed her head shallowly. âYou are right,â she said serenely. âI will come. But I will not stay in Redern, Jes.â She rubbed her hands over her face, and it seemed to Jes that the gesture rubbed away some of her composure. âI cannot be more to you than I am. You are so young. You will find someone else. I amââ She stopped. Took a deep breath. âI was Volisâs leman, Jes.â Her voice shook on the dead priestâs name, though he could tell that she was doing her best to be impassive. It was fortunate for the priest that he was already dead.
She must have felt his reaction because she continued hurriedly. âI chose it because it seemed to be the best way to find out how to save my people. I would do it again. I am not your mother, who chooses her family over duty. I am a Raven firstâand Ravens do not make good mates. Strong emotions are almost as dangerous to us as they are to Guardians. I chose not to love, Jes. Not ever. I canât afford it. You deserve someone who will love you.â
The Guardian closed in on her, but she held her ground even when he put one hand on her neck and the other on hershoulder to hold her still. He bent his head and kissed herâgently at first, though that wasnât part of his nature. He let Jes return and take control of the kiss just as her shoulder softened under his hand and her lips parted.
Jes savored the touch, but withdrew before Henneaâs snarl of emotions broke the spell of the kiss and made it something more complex.
He didnât look at her, didnât want to try and read her face. He didnât know what emotions she would decipher from his own since he wasnât certain what he felt.
His father would say that their conversation had resulted in a draw. Heâd also say that sometimes, that was the best result you could hope for. Jes was pretty certain this was one of those times.
He didnât say anything, just stepped back so that she could lead the way back to where the clan waited. He followed her, making certain that she did not come to harm.
Tier fretted because they made slower time once theyâd left Benroln and his people. Mostly that was due to Seraphâs insistence on frequent rest stops to spare Tierâs knees. Brewydd had not been so strict a caretaker. In the evenings, Seraph and Hennea continued to spend hours in the illusionary remains of one of the Colossae wizardsâ homes as they, and Brewydd, had done since they left Taela. They used Seraphâs mermora, the house that had once