againstmythrobbingfleshanddartinghistonguebetweenmyfolds.I dropmyheadintothepillowanddrowninthesoundsofmyown screamingasMarcusgivesmeanorgasmIwon’tforgetinahurry.
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SIERRA
Marcusisdressedandreadyforwork,whileI’mstillinhisoversized shirtsittingatthebreakfastbar.Herushesaround,talkingonthephone andbarkingordersatthepoorpersonontheotherend.I’vemadehim late.Iknowhe’scrankyatmeforit.MarcusHarrisonisrarelylateandit reallydoesnotgodownwellwhenheisforcedtomissmeetings.Iwatch himasImunchonapieceofhoneydewmelonandtakeinhispowerful form.MycheeksheatasIthinkaboutthewayheslammedmybody againsttheshowerwallthismorningandfuckedmesohard…
“Sierra?!”
ItiltmyheadtoseeMarcusstaringatme,hehasanimpatientlook onhisfaceashestormsover.
“Yes?”Iask,shakingthedeliciousmemoriesfrommyhead.
“IsaidIhavetogo.”
“Oh,right.Ok.”
“I’mlate.”
Ismile.“Youshouldn’thavefuckedmeagainandyouwouldn’tbe.”
Hegivesmeadisapprovingglare.“We’renotplayingtheblame gamenow,Ihavetorun.Youwantfood,callmyhousemaidJenniferand shewillgetyouanythingyouneed.Hernumberisonthebench,she’s alwaysinthecomplex.Youknowmynumber,textmeifyouwant anything.I’llseeyoutonight?”
“Ihavestudyingtodo,Ican’tjuststayhereallthetime.”
“I’llhavesomeonetakeyoubacktocollectanybooksyouneedto study.”
“Marcus…”
“Havetogo,later.”
Hekissesmequickly,notlettingmeanswer,thenheturnsandrushes outthedoor.Damnbloodymaniscontrollingme,evenwhenhe’sina hurry.Withasigh,Istareatthedoorawhile,whenIrealizehe’snot goingtocomebackandkissmeproperly,Ipulloutmyphoneandring Quinn.Iknowhe’llbewonderingwhereIamandwhathappenedlast night.Hedoesn’tanswer,soIleavehimavoicemail.
“Quinn,I’malive.I’llbebackinafewhoursandwillfillyouinon thejuicydeets.Loveyou.”
Iclosemyphoneandstarearoundthelargehome.Iseeadarkphone onthecounterandrealizeMarcushasforgottenhisphone.Istandand walkover,pickingitup.It’sgotadozenmessages,andIcan’thelpbut openthem.That’swhenIcomeacrossonefromsomeonenamed Candice.Who’sCandice?Bythelooksofthings,she’shisnewPA.Iread themessagesandseetheyweresentlastnightwhenIwassleeping.A swarmofjealousyfloodsmeattheflirtatioustonebothofthemare using.IknowIshouldn’tbesnoopingorreadingthese.BeforeIcando anymore,Marcuscomesrushingbackin.Ipresstheclosebuttonbefore hecanseeI’mreadinghismessages.
“Forgotmyphone,”hegrumbles,pullingitfrommyhandsandnot evenwonderingwhyIwasholdingit.
“Marcus…”
“Gottogo,late.”
“But…”
He’sgoneagainandthat’senoughformetofeelangryandraw.Ishe flirtingwithhisnewPA?MaybeI’mreadingitwrong?Ican’thelpthe waymyheartthrobsangrilythough,I’mhurtbythewayhespoketoher.
Iclosemyeyesandtrytothink,butmyphonebeginsringing.Istare downatthedisplay.It’snotanumberIhaveinmycontactlist.Ianswer itwithabriskhello.
“Sierra?It’sBen.”
Great.Ican’tescapehim.Hehonestlyjustwon’tstopgettinginmy face.Afterwhathedid,itsurprisesmehe’sevenbotheringtryingto speakwithme.HeshouldknowmewellenoughtoknowthatIdon’tdeal wellwithpeopleinterferinginmylifeandtryingtocausemepain.
“Ben,whatdoyouwant?You’vedoneenough.”
“Iwasn’ttryingtohurtyou,butIthoughtyouneededtoknow.
Marcuswasusingyou.”
“Areyouserious?Afterwhatyoudidyou’rereallygoingtojudge him.”
“Iwasoutofline,Iadmittedthat.”
“Youscarredmeforlife,inmorewaysthanone!”Ibark.
“AndI’msorry,whatIdid…IhadnoideawhatIwasdoing.Iwasso angryand…”
“Idon’tcare,ok?I’vemovedonandIdon’tcareaboutyouanymore, socanyoujuststophasslingme.”
“Irangyouforareason,Iwanttomakeituptoyou…Iwanttofix whatIbroke.”
“Ben…”
“Iwanttoofferyouaninternshipwithmycompany.”
“What?”Iwhisper.
“IknowyoulostthejobattheWhiteHouse,andIknowthisdoesn’t evencomeclose,butit’sagreatexperienceandI’mwillingtogiveitto you.”
“Why?”Ibreathe,shocked.
“BecauseIhurtyou,andIwanttogiveyousomethingback.”
“Ben…I…”
“Don’tsaynorightoffthebatbecauseyou’reangry.Thisisachance
Maurizio de Giovanni, Antony Shugaar