Remember Me? by Sophie Kinsella Read Free Book Online Page B

I’m not sure what went on exactly—all I know is, my dad was never around much when I was growing up. The official reason was that his business was based abroad. The
real
reason was that he was a feckless chancer. I was only eight when I heard him described like that by one of my aunts at a Christmas party. When they saw me they got flustered and changed the subject, so I figured
feckless
was some really terrible swear word. It’s always stuck in my mind.
Feckless
.
    The first time he left home, I was seven. Mum said he’d gone on a business trip to America, so when Melissa at school said she’d seen him in the co-op with a woman in red jeans, I told her she was a fat liar. He came back home a few weeks later, looking tired—from the jet lag, he said. When I pestered him for a souvenir, he produced a pack of Wrigley’s gum. I called it my American gum and showed everyone at school—until Melissa pointed out the co-op price sticker. I never told Dad I knew the truth, or Mum. I’d kind of known all along that he wasn’t in America.
    A couple of years later he disappeared again, for a few months this time. Then he started up a property business in Spain, which went bust. Then he got involved in some dodgy pyramid scheme and tried to get all our friends involved. Somewhere along the line he became an alcoholic…then he moved in for a bit with some Spanish woman…. But Mum kept taking him back. Then, at last, about three years ago, he moved to Portugal for good, apparently to get away from the tax man.
    Mum had various other “gentlemen friends” over the years, but she and Dad never divorced—never really let go of each other at all. And, evidently, on one of his jovial, the-drinks-are-on-me-darlings Christmas visits, she and he must have…
    Well. I don’t exactly want to picture it. We got Amy, that’s the point. And she’s the most adorable little thing, always playing on her disco dance mat and wanting to plait my hair a million times over.
    The room is quiet and dim since Mum left. I pour myself a glass of water and sip it slowly. My thoughts are all cloudy, like a bomb site after the blast. I feel like a forensics expert, picking through the different strands, trying to work out the full picture.
    There’s a faint knocking at the door and I look up. “Hello? Come in!”
    “Hi, Lexi?”
    An unfamiliar girl of about fifteen has edged into the room. She’s tall and skinny, with jeans falling off her midriff, a pierced navel, spiky blue-streaked hair, and about six coats of mascara. I have no idea who she is. As she sees me, she grimaces.
    “Your face still looks fucked up.”
    “Oh,” I say, taken aback. The girl’s eyes narrow as she surveys me.
    “Lexi…it’s me. You do know it’s me, don’t you?”
    “Right!” I make an apologetic face. “Look, I’m really sorry, but I’ve had this accident and I’m having some problems with my memory. I mean, I’m sure we have met—”
    “Lexi?” She sounds incredulous; almost hurt. “It’s me! It’s
Amy
.”

    I’m speechless. I’m beyond speechless. This cannot be my baby sister.
    But it is. Amy’s turned into a tall, sassy teenager. Practically an adult. As she saunters around the room, picking things up and putting them down, I’m mesmerized by the height of her. The
confidence
of her.
    “Is there any food here? I’m starving.” She has the same sweet, husky voice she always did—but modulated. Cooler and more street-wise.
    “Mum’s getting me some lunch. You can share if you like.”
    “Great.” She sits down in a chair and swings her long legs over the arm, displaying gray suede ankle boots with spiky heels. “So, you don’t remember anything? That’s so cool.”
    “It’s not cool,” I retort. “It’s horrible. I remember up to just before Dad’s funeral…and then it just goes fuzzy. I don’t remember my first few days in hospital, either. It’s like I woke up for the first time last night.”
    “Way out.” Her