knew that what heâd said was true.
She surveyed her sonâs innocent eyes, his sweet smile, and suddenly felt as though the choice had been made for her.
Joanna raised her eyes to Rio Madridâs, finding herself victim to his charismatic pull, as if he alone held the power to bend her will. Bend her battered heart. She could not, would not, allow that to happen.
âIâll consider your offer, but if I decide to say yes, it will be for my son.â
Never for herself.
Three
S he hadnât said yes, but she hadnât said no either, the reason why Rio decided to broach the subject again with Joanna Blake first thing this morning, as soon as he could get away from the hospital.
The night before she had allowed him to stay only long enough for the downstairs commotion to end with several young punks being hauled off in police cars. Heâd offered to sleep on her couch, only to learn the couch was her bed. That fact hadnât made him rescind the offer, but Joanna had adamantly refused. At least her car had started, and sheâd seemed to be grateful for that. He hadnât tried to take advantage of that gratitude by kissing her again. But heâd wanted to. He still did.
More important, her welfare was at stake. Her stubborn pride could get her hurt, or worse. He didnât intend to let that happen, if he could convince her to move in with him.
He also wasnât stupid enough to deny that he wanted her, but he wouldnât push. Once they spent more time together, who knew what might happen? Maybe nothing. Maybe everything.
After making his morning rounds, Rio set off for the birthing center on foot, the weather as crisp and clear as a new dollar bill. He enjoyed the walk past the small family businesses that hadnât been taken over by hospital expansion. Enjoyed the sun on his face, the cool air filling his lungs, the prospect of seeing Joanna Blake again. On that thought, he hastened his steps until he was almost jogging for the last two of the five blocks.
Once he reached the white brick building with the high-pitched roofline, he paused to catch his breath in front of the pillar that read, Edna P. Waterston Birthing Clinic. He wondered about Edna and figured she was probably a midwife or some rich matriarch who wanted something to remember her by. If not for Joanna Blake, heâd never step foot in a place like this. Too many sorry memories to deal with.
Rio entered the glass door, surprised by the pleasant surroundings. The waiting room was warm and comfortable, nice blue-and-greenâplaid couches, contemporary art, gleaming hardwood floors with various plants set out here and there. Soft music filtered through overhead speakers, while a few small children played in a toy-filled area under the watchful eyes of their mothers.
He wasnât sure what heâd pictured, but this wasnât it. Maybe heâd expected something more outdated, a throw-back to a time and place in his past when standard medical care for pregnant women wasnât always an option. The type of surroundings heâd witnessed as a teenager when heâd helped his mother tend to women who couldnât afford anything but a home birth. Bad memoriesof unsterile conditions, one very sick mother, his own mother utilizing primitive training passed down to her from previous generations. One dark night when her limited skills had failed her and the young woman in her care.
Rio pushed away the recollections and ignored the curious stares as he strode to the reception desk framed by a large opening unencumbered by glass. A young woman sitting behind the counter sent him a sunny smile. âMay I help you?â
He looked over her head and searched behind her toward the hallway to the left, attempting to see if he could spot Joanna. He wasnât successful. âIâm looking for Ms. Blake. Is she in?â
âYes, sir, she is. Do you have an appointment?â
He considered giving