we get this figured out.â
âThatâs an expensive choice.â
His words stung with their truth. âWell, right now itâs my only choice, so Iâll just have to make it work.â
âYou say you want to lead this ranch. But your dad wouldnât have...â
She cut him off before he could go further down that road. âMy dad isnât here anymore. I think we both wish he was sometimes. Iâll figure this out, Jim. I promise. And Iâm sorry I messed up today.â
He didnât answer, and they drove the rest of the way back to the ranch in a clouded silence. Lori just hoped Jim didnât mention any of this to the rest of the staff. The last thing she wanted was for her already skeptical ranch hands to know that sheâd totally lost it and called their neighbor a thief. It wouldnât help earn their respect. She knew that for certain, because right now she was having trouble respecting herself.
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CHAPTER SIX
W ADE HANDED HIS sister the sheet of numbers heâd worked out. Units of water required. Current output from the well. Just like it said in his ranching books. âThanks for coming by to take a look at this.â
But Nora just set his spreadsheet facedown on the dining room table between them. âYou donât get it. Itâs not about the numbers.â
He stared at her in shock. âHow can you say that? Youâre a scientist. Youâre all about the numbers!â
âMostly, yes.â Nora nodded. âBut in this case they donât matter. You just need to do whatâs right. You canât quantify that.â
Heâd asked his sister over to look at the facts, not dish out morality. âSo youâre saying I should just give her half of my well water?â
âYes.â She gave him the calm smile heâd relied on for so much of his life. âI think itâs that simple.â
Nerves twisted in his stomach. âBut I canât afford to. It says it right there on that paper.â Wade picked it up again. Heâd done his homework last nightâalmost all night. âLook, I canât afford to make a big mistake. We donât have much capital left.â
âThen find a way to make it work despite the numbers. This isnât just about the water. Itâs about being a good neighbor. Itâs about being a part of the community.â
âThose things wonât mean much if I fail and lose the ranch.â
âSo donât fail.â
âHow?â He stood up, pacing the floor by the table. âHow do I not fail if I make decisions based on being nice? This is water weâre talking about. A key ingredient for a ranch.â
Nora gave him a long look. Sheâd given him the same look many times when he was a teenager and she wasnât much older than that, and she was trying to raise him right. âRanches here are failing left and right. Do you really want Lori to lose hers? After how hard she and her family have worked to keep it going all these years? Even after their mom died?â
He remembered how devastated Lori had been. How sheâd drifted, sad and empty, through her sophomore year of high school. How sheâd grown up after that, become an adult way before the rest of them had, trying to take care of her father and her sister. Heâd watched her back then, wishing he knew how to offer comfort. âOf course I donât want them to lose their ranch. But itâs a business, right? Everything Iâve read about ranching says itâs a business. And we need that water to make our business a success.â
âAny good book on business should also mention that out of hardship can come innovation. You need to let go of some of that water and then innovate. Figure out a way to get by with less.â
âBut...â
Nora cut him off. âYour books wonât help with this issue because theyâre not written for people