job. Iâm perfectly happy. I certainly donât need a man.â And I most certainly donât need a man like Riccardo Fabbrini, she added silently to herself.
âBut it would be nice to see you sorted out, Jules. It wonât be easy, you knowâ¦â her motherâs eyes flitted tellingly to Nicola, who was absorbed in drawing a picture, her face a study in concentration ââ¦bringing up Nicola all on your own.â
âMum. Please. Not now. Please? Heâs going to be here any minute now.â
âAnd look at you. Old jeans, checked shirt, flat shoesâ¦â
Julia grinned. âYou know me. Twenty-seven going on twelve. Itâs a reaction to having to deal with nine-and ten-year-olds all day long.â
âWell, darling, thatâs as maybe, butâ¦â
Fortunately, Julia was not required to hear the end of her motherâs predictable sermon on the joys of marital bliss and the sadness of an old womanâs heart when her only daughter appeared to be doing nothing about acquiring any of the said marital bliss.
She wiped her clammy hands on her jeans and slowly pulled open the front door.
Riccardo Fabbrini was every bit as daunting as she remembered. One nightâs restless sleep had not managed to steel her against the reaction she instinctively felt as their eyes met and the force of his aggressive personality settled around her like a miasma.
This time he was not in a suit. Perhaps he had thought that a suit might have been a little offputting for a casual meeting with his five-year-old daughter.
His informal attire did nothing to deaden his impact, however. The cream jumper and dark green trousers only served to emphasise the striking olive tones of his colouring.
âIs she here?â he asked tersely and Julia nodded, standing well back as he walked into the hall, carrying in his hands two large boxes.
âIn the kitchen, with Mum.â No preliminaries. He had come, she thought without much surprise, with his hostility firmly in place. It was stamped in the harsh coldness of his face as his black eyes had swept over her. A nightâs sleep certainly had done nothing for his temper.
âYour mother is here as well? To give you a bit of moral support, Miss Nash? What do you imagine I am going to do? Kidnap my daughter and spirit her away to foreign shores?â
âFor her sake, perhaps, you might want to maintain a semblance of courtesy.â
Riccardo nodded curtly. He had taken the day off work, had gone to Hamleyâs and spent more hours than he would ever have imagined possible to spend in a toy store, looking for the perfect toy. A difficult task, considering he had not the slightest idea what five-year-old girls liked, and now here he was, already being outmanoeuvred by this chit of a woman with her bookish spectacles and neat outfit.
Overnight, his rage had quietened. But only marginally. He had, however, managed to recognise that he would have to play along with her rules for the moment. Whatever his paternal status, Julia Nash knew his child and he didnât. It was as simple as that. The recognition, far from slaying his thirst for revenge, a revenge thwarted as his ex-wife was no longer around, only muted it slightly. The blood that ran through his veins was too grounded in passion to lightly release the past and calmly accept the future without demur.
The kitchen was warm and cosy. That was his first impression as he walked through the door behind Julia. A scene of perfect domesticity. At the kitchen table, Nicola sat with her head bowed over a piece of paper, and Jeannette Nash bustled by the kitchen counter, stirring custard in a saucepan. He felt like an intruder with his packages clutched in his hands.
Jeannette was the first to break the ice, much to Juliaâs relief. She turned around and smiled, wooden spoon still in her hand.
âRiccardo, how lovely to see you again. Nicola, darling, we have a