lucky to have him.
Oh, yeah, real damned lucky.
âListen,â Kell said gently, âif youâre uncomfortable with me because Iâm an enlisted person and youâre a warrant officer, you just tell me.â
Stricken, Leah felt her lips part as she stared in shock over his statement. âWhat? No. Of course not. You saved my life, Kell. Iâve never been one to make a big deal that Iâm a warrant. I work with enlisted people all the time and I see them as part of my team. I respect them.â
âThatâs good to know,â he said, holding her upset gaze. âYou just need to speak up and tell me whatâs comfortable for you and whatâs not. I have a feeling you arenât too good at communicating to others on a personal level.â He added a slight grin to take the sting out of his observation.
Leah was hiding a whole helluva lot and he felt as if she was a mine field he had to negotiate. He wasnât sure where to step with Leah without her becoming defensive. Like she was right now.
Leah scowled, hit hard by his comment. She was too tired to put up her normal defenses to keep the worldâand himâat bay. Kell had been nothing but kind, caring and supportive toward her. Leah waffled between evading what heâd asked and telling him the truth. She put the MRE aside, no longer hungry.
âItâs hard for me to open up,â she admitted, her voice strained.
âMaybe a trust issue?â
She stared at him. Good God, he was a mind reader! Leah saw no judgment in Kellâs expression, his expression sympathetic as he held her shaken gaze. She leaned back against the rock wall and closed her eyes. âI donât trust too many people,â she admitted wearily.
Well, if she had been a real mine field, Kell told himself grimly, heâd have just lost his leg. The look on Leahâs face bothered him. She was a beautiful, confident, intelligent woman. A powerhouse, because she was a ball-busting Shadow pilot. Only the cream of the Armyâs helo pilots ever got invited to join the 80th. And she was one of them.
He ate the rest of his MRE in silence. Looking at his watch, he knew he had to get going to find a new hide. His old one had been compromised last night.
Silently rising, Kell went about putting on his H-gear harness, placing six mags of bullets for his .300 Win-Mag rifle in the front pockets. Automatically, he checked his SIG Sauer pistol, made sure a bullet was in the chamber and slid it back into his drop holster.
His mind was moving over a mental list of what he had to do. Dawn was a good time to search for a new hide location. Usually, the Taliban didnât start moving until after first light. Prayers and tea, in that order, first. By that time, the sun was well above the horizon. He set the rifle on the wall near his ruck.
Leah watched him, the silence heavy in the cave. It was because of her. Her prickly defensiveness. She never wanted a man to get inside her walls again. Never wanted a man to know who she was, her vulnerabilities and weaknesses. Hayden had exploited every one of them against her, took her power and controlled her to a large extent. Kell had scared the hell out of her with his simple observations. He was right that trust didnât come easy to her. Compressing her lips, she asked, âHow long will you be gone?â
âUntil nightfall,â he answered. Kell handed her four bottles of water from his ruck and set them beside her. âI want to see these empty when I get back tonight,â he told her, giving her a serious look. âThereâs a cave to the right of this one. Thereâs all kinds of foodstuffs, ammo and boxes of water. I donât know how steady youâll be on your feet today, but if you get bored, look around a little.â
âOkay,â she said. He was so damned swift and efficient, his hands flying over his gear, pulling the ruck up on one shoulder, the Win-Mag